Hate Me. Fuck Me. Kill Me.

我做了一個很長的夢...

夢裡面，我被一群憤怒的陌生人圍繞
他們手中拿著石頭，喝斥我以「異教徒」的名號

我把頭埋進雙臂中哭泣，嗚咽著祈求上天
赦免我一直以來的狂妄自大

我想要逃，卻在沉溺於眼淚之中
我想要叫，卻淹沒於咒罵之中

醒來，我孓然躺在空無一人的教室之中
你們走了，我還留著

夢境也在衝擊中滋養著

I messed it up again, right?
I do it all again.
I’m craving on again, right?
I’m a piece of shit, ugh
I’m delusional, yeah
So irrational, for certain
I’m a criminal, yeah
I’m a piece of…

Why don’t you hate me. fuck me. kill me.
All mighty
hate me. fuck me. kill me.
Elegantly
hate me. fuck me. kill me.
With your fist

Ugh,
You might have got the power
But you ain’t got rights for swords, wow

All right, it’s my bad again
It’s my bad
Send me to the square again
Crucified
You’re burning down a witch, yeah
You’re burning down the Crack
Smokers by my side
Stoning me, an over-thinker

You said that you weren’t mad
But you stabbed my heart twice
You said that you ain’t sad
But you cut me off, sick
A goodbye without a holler
A breakup with no sign
You carried on your broken-heart
I carried on my pride, yeah

I messed it up again, right?
I do it all again.
I’m craving on again, right?
I’m a piece of shit, ugh
I’m delusional, yeah
So irrational, for certain
I’m a criminal, yeah
I’m a piece of…

Why don’t you hate me. fuck me. kill me.
All mighty
hate me. fuck me. kill me.
Elegantly
hate me. fuck me. kill me.
With your fist

Ugh,
You might have got the power
But you ain’t got rights for swords, wow

Welcome to the stage (stage)
Why not make the scene (scene)
You can call me everything
What I owed you was a sin (yeah)
I set you a gorgeous table
Why don’t you take a seat?
I’ve tried so hard to get myself sober
Why you try’na unsee me?

When I dress up in these extravaganzas
Is the time I wanna throw up
‘Cause every night I quilt in self-hatred
My eyes would swell at dawn
I am suffocated by my existence
I am suffocated by myself
So why don’t you lock me up in your basement
And push me down, then make me drown

Every time I close my eye-lids
I can see clearer ‘bout myself
A narcissist, a weirdo, an alien (alien)
An extraterrestrial species (yeah)
The list got no ending in the story
They’re lining up ‘cross my mind (mind)
And every time I try to wash ‘em away
They only get loud in disguise

The time you walked ‘way from me
Your steps, they dyed in dissonance (dissonance)
Tried to make a tent in my loneliness
But destructed by my obsession
I can cry, it’s my pride
When they’re scolding, I’d be glad (glad)
When your utterance dissolved my silence
Hear me laugh out loud, with a spell

It goes…

I messed it up again, right?
I do it all again.
I’m craving on again, right?
I’m a piece of shit, ugh
I’m delusional, yeah
So irrational, for certain
I’m a criminal, yeah
I’m a piece of…

I messed it up again, right?
I do it all again.
I’m craving on again, right?
I’m a piece of shit, ugh
I’m delusional, yeah
So irrational, for certain
I’m a criminal, yeah
I’m a piece of…

I messed it up again, right?
I do it all again.
I’m craving on again, right?
I’m a piece of shit, ugh
I’m delusional, yeah
So irrational, for certain
I’m a criminal, yeah
I’m a piece of…

Why don’t you hate me. fuck me. kill me.
All mighty
hate me. fuck me. kill me.
Elegantly
hate me. fuck me. kill me.
With your fist

Ugh,
You might have got the power
But you ain’t got rights for swords, wow