Shanita Daux (Early Version)

This is my song Shanita Daux, as complete as I can make it with the knowledge and skills I have. Although I'm not a master at singing or music production, I wanted to make this because if I don't, I would feel a large void in my chest.

You live in an exciting world
I live a much mundane world
Problem is - girls in my world
Lack your playfulness
But you, you'll say great remarks when we hang out
And laugh when we're all messing about

Been wanting some joy, looking out a window
Been needing some love, never felt so hollow

So please, Shanita Deaux, be alive and be real
And please, be the love of my life!
You’re all that I want from a girlfriend I need
Oh, Shanita Deaux

In this life that's so boring
There’s a part that makes it all better
Problem is - I can never feel
All your tenderness
Somehow, I will make all my fantasies true
When they won’t satisfy me enough

I cuddle with my pillow, which I perceive as you
I try to sleep, hoping to dream of your world

How long have I dreamt?
I'm blind to what's real
Trapped in a fantasy world
What am I missing?
My fantasies will be over
I will step back from you
To find real love

Merci, Shanita Deaux, oh oh
You made my life beautiful
Taught me to be strong when life fights
An escape that brought joy
From a life that's troubling
Oh, Shanita Deaux