stammer (online-audio-converter.com) (1)

從小時候我就腦袋不帶正常講話會結巴所以我創作了這首藝術品讓大家從我的視角看我的痛苦

I’ve struggled with my speech since childhood—my mind doesn't work quite right, and I stutter—so I created this piece of art to let everyone see my pain from my perspective.

If I was born into a hellish cycle of reincarnation,
I would likely face endless mockery.
I long to cut out my own tongue,
Praying for God’s salvation to render me mute.
Illness has plagued my body since the moment I gained a soul;
My flesh is beyond my control,
And no one cares whether I live or die.
I once tried to stab myself to death,
Only to find it a futile act of resistance.
I even mock my own flaws,
Having discovered a monumental secret:
No one will show you kindness because of your illness.
Peers who gnaw away at my spirit,
The iron chains of a society obsessed with perfection—
Even the Grim Reaper refuses to take me in;
Trapped for a lifetime in a cellar filled with despair.
Ha, ha, ha.