10. XC - 寫好的4eva? (suicidal freestyle)

10.
lyrics&composing by XC
recording&mixing by Zyan4now
music arrangement by Jos Killa
visual design by yoyo 攸仔
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(verse1)
過去的不會再回來
There’s no way to go back
I would dearly like to get a second chance to change our story...
Leave me alone
Can you just tell from my tone... ?
Listen to my song !
Don’t get me wrong
What I’ve been thru didn’t make me stronger...
有一些傷害它傷得太深刻
但我也不能倒我得要撐著
她跟我說不要再等了
我心想我也不想再受折騰...
我也試過 一直在忍著
但我在她眼裡可能已經變得煩人...
(hook)
寫好的forever
Wanna living together
Those memories and fantasy 為什麼都不見了...
已經不見一絲希望浮現
每天都是哭臉 越活越負面
(verse2)
越活越負面 悲傷何時能不見
每一個節骨眼 我都選錯的路線
Maybe that is why she dumped me
In front of her I’m like nothing...
Why I just let her go ?
I’m like ”Got it,say no more”
Then she lock her door
And my heart turns cold, so now I got a cold heart
這種故事誰都有所以聽起來全都一樣!
全都一樣 全都被丟地上
過去又不會再回來我不如直接當你死了!
yeah I know I better leave
但我深陷傷心時刻 singing melody
Sipping Hennessy with another shawty
Look at her beautiful body
Yeah I fuck that bitch hard
But I still want key to your heart
Still want key to your heart only
Still want key to your heart ,nah mean
Only you can beat my depression
You are the key to my life
I want u, I want us
Finding truth is dangerous
這麼多年還是喜歡妳的特質
妳是唯一能開啟我的格式
But now love is like a curse to me
It just make me worse
It just get me worse
(Verse2)
在我的心中默哀
愛現在對我形同迫害
You don’t know I’m lost in your eyes
只剩我還在原地打轉
出不來 破碎的心(形)變素材
伴隨著一片霧霾我無法看得清
就算被弄壞了也不能替我換個心...替我換個心!
為什麼把我當空氣?
還是說當成一坨髒東西?
不接受現實我躲藏在夢裡
心痛的感覺... everybody knows that he scared
But whenever u need me, I will always be there !
Baby I feel desperate...
世界現在被推到了邊緣...
My heart leads me to you
沒有其他條出路!
You’re the only girl truly I care
I wanna try not to cry but I still be in tears
Not a word, full of fear, she have made herself clear
I’m too grief to come through (it), even want to return myself