The Alpha-bad

我將這首歌命名為《惡霸字母表 (The Alpha-bad)》，這不僅僅是個文字遊戲。我們從小被灌輸一套「阿爾法 (Alpha)」的生存法則——要競爭，要支配，要成為最強者。而字母表，正是這套系統植入我們腦中的第一套軟體，它定義了我們的世界，也預設了我們的枷鎖。這首歌，就是對這套體系的全面宣戰。我用最基礎的 A 到 E，勾勒出我們人生的三個階段：童年是被「馴化」的過程，成年是投身殘酷「競技場」的搏殺，而老年則是對這一切進行痛苦的「清算」。

歌曲中不斷重複的「where when when what what where」，像一場永不停止的審訊，它在質問：是誰，賦予了這些符號定義我們人生的權力？那些不斷迴盪的「A, B, C, D, E」，既是童謠，也是緊箍咒，是我刻意設計的洗腦節拍，為的是讓聽眾切身感受那種無孔不入的社會制約。這首歌充滿了憤怒與諷刺，從辦公室政治的「婊術 (Bitchcraft)」，到生命終結前的「悼詞 (Eulogy)」，每一個詞都是一把手術刀，剖開虛偽的表象。

然而，這首歌的終點並非虛無的憤怒。Bridge 部分的覺醒，引向了 Outro 的最終章——一場精神上的「主權宣告」。我們奪回了定義權，將 A 到 E 重寫為一套屬於我們自己的行動綱領：公理、燈塔、密碼、主權、進化。這首歌的最終信息是：他們可以教會我們如何嚎叫與啃噬，但我們終將學會書寫屬於自己光明的語法。這是一首關於掙脫、關於奪權、關於如何燒掉那本狗屁訓練手冊的歌。很好… 繼續燒。

Where when when what what where
A, B, C, D ,E (A, B, C, D ,E )
Where when when what what where
A, B, C, D ,E (A, B, C, D ,E )

First the cage, then the name
First the lesson, then the game
Who built the ladder? Who defined the climb?
Who fed us the letters, one at a time?

Where when when what what where
The Alpha-Bad starts with A, B, C, D ,E (Eww)
Where when when what what where
Who wrote the grammar of my misery?

A is for Apple, the first perfect lie
B is for Bully, who taught you not to cry
C is for Consequence, a hand in the red
D is for Don't, inside of your head
E is for Everyone, watching you from their bed

Where when when what what where
The training manual said A, B, C, D ,E (Eww)
Where when when what what where
They owned the letters before I was me

Where when when what what where
A, B, C, D ,E (A, B, C, D ,E )
Where when when what what where
A, B, C, D ,E (A, B, C, D ,E )

A is for Asset, or the asshole you serve
B is for Bitchcraft, the currency of nerve
C is for Clause, in a contract you bleed
D is for Debt, the invisible creed
E is for Empty... the tank and the deed... (Grrrrrrrrr)

Where when when what what where
The savage gospel of A, B, C, D ,E (Eww)
Where when when what what where
Sell me your soul, just for a fee

A is for Aspirin, dissolving the strain
B is for Bifocals, that make the lies plain
C is for Callus, on a hand that held on
D is for Dignity, when the audience is gone
E is for Eulogy, written before you are done... (Sighhhhhh)

They gave me a lexicon of profit and pain
A vocabulary of loss and of gain
I learned how to spell all the acid and rain
Then unlearned the language that shackled my brain

Where when when what what where
We burn the script of their A, B, C, D ,E (Good)
Where when when what what where
A is for AXIOM, the truth I now own
B is for BEACON, not just fighting for bone
C is for CIPHER, to crack their control
D is for DOMINION, over my own soul
E is for EVOLVE, and making myself whole

The lesson's not spelling the words they decree
But learning the syntax of finally being free
They taught us the Alpha, the howl, and the bite
We're writing the gospel of our own damn light.

The Alpha-Bad starts with A, B, C, D ,E (Eww)
The training manual said A, B, C, D ,E (Eww)
The savage gospel of A, B, C, D ,E (Eww)
We burn the script of their A, B, C, D ,E (Good)
Very Good... .Keep burning.. hehehe

Where when when what what where
A, B, C, D ,E (A, B, C, D ,E )
Where when when what what where
B, B, C, D ,E ( E )