T.L 藍子庭 -【Back of My Mind 在內心裡】

海選名單釋出後 沈澱了一天
覺得還是想說些什麼
希望這首歌可以幫助到跟我一樣為夢想奮鬥的人
也謝謝支持且關心我的朋友

(Chorus)
I had vision of glory at the back of my mind
我的內心裡從前就有自己未來光榮的景象Knew there will be a time of my life
知道人生中最美好的時光一定會到來
I had vision of glory at the back of my mind我的內心裡從前就有未來光榮的景象
Knew there will be my time to shine知道輪到我發光的時候一定會到來

(Verse1)
I cant verbally explain to you and tell you how I feel
我沒辦法用說的來告訴你我的感受
Even if I try so, you probably still dont know how I feel
即時我試著說，你可能也沒辦法理解我的感受
People said stay true to yourself
人們都說要做忠於自己
remember to keep it real
記得保持自己的信念
But right now, it seems like my mouth is sealed and I just can’t chill
但現在我的話語權好像被奪走了，而我根本無法冷靜下來
I put my fist to the dry wall
我用力的捶打著牆壁
Keep my head down wherever I go
到哪裡都低著頭
Failures got me mindful
失敗讓我深切注意著我的情緒
Thinking about how I lost the title
想著我是怎麼失去這個頭銜的
Oh, here we go again
啊，又來了
Starts to pouring rain
又開始下大雨了
Bout to go insane
我已經快瘋了
What did I gain?
我到底得到了什麼？
Covered myself with the same paint
一樣的顏料潑灑在我的身上
Blood red on my face,
血紅色染著我的臉龐
Played the game, became the hangman
就玩著玩著，變成了「上吊的人』這個遊戲
like I was killed with plain rage
好像我被完全憤怒的殺掉了
I tried but god damn
我試過了，但該死的
I fight but god damn
我爭取了，但該死的
I stood up against
我站起來為自己抵抗了
And I guess that’s how the movie ends
這大概就是這部電影的結局吧

(Chorus)
I had vision of glory at the back of my mind
我的內心裡從前就有自己未來光榮的景象Knew there will be a time of my life
知道人生中最美好的時光一定會到來
I had vision of glory at the back of my mind我的內心裡從前就有未來光榮的景象
Knew there will be my time to shine知道輪到我發光的時候一定會到來

(Verse)
“Hey Trevor, stay proud.
「嘿，子庭，要以自己為傲」
Head up, be loud”「抬頭挺胸，別畏畏縮縮的」
But mama how?但是媽，我怎麼能夠這麼做？
If I can’t even make you proud
我根本沒辦法讓你感到驕傲
Pushing it so hard so I wont let you down
我很努力在做我的事情為了不讓你失望
This the path I chose, no way I’ma turn around
而這條路是我選的 我不可能半途而廢
Endless nights, couldn’t fall asleep
但那些無數個失眠的夜晚
May be fire if I know a trick想著如果我會個什麼，早就成名了吧
Prank me right cuz joke ain’t tight
要整我就整到位，這玩笑並不好笑
Emptied mind, call me a bitch
心就這樣被掏空了，笑我是個膽小鬼吧
Tryna stay 100 like I was back 18
即時我依然像18歲一樣保持100%的狀態
Hustling is just something I do daily
像那時一樣每天都在奮鬥
“I’m T.L, I make music”,
「你好我叫藍子庭，我是做音樂的」
no , music made me
不對，音樂造就了我才是
But the faith flip me upside down, drive me crazy
可是命運把我的世界翻了過來，逼瘋了我
Ever wonders if one day, I’ll be just as ready
曾幾何時想過會不會有一天，我也能一樣的準備好要成功
Don’t hope for the best to prepare for the worst is prolly the best technique
但我想別「儘量往好處想」，大概是做最壞打算最好的技巧吧
(Chorus)
I had vision of glory at the back of my mind
我的內心裡從前就有自己未來光榮的景象Knew there will be a time of my life
知道人生中最美好的時光一定會到來
I had vision of glory at the back of my mind我的內心裡從前就有未來光榮的景象
Knew there will be my time to shine知道輪到我發光的時候一定會到來