i'll break my heart (so you don't have to)

music and lyrics by sarya

mixed and mastered by Carlos Davey

17.12.2020

These days I pretend to not be so bothered by the fact
You are not here

I close my eyes and imagine that I would stand a chance
If you were near

I couldn’t know what I was looking for
Before it was gone

I couldn’t know who I was looking for
Before you were gone

It’s nice sometimes to toy around
With an unrequited thing

It’s better to feel sadness and pain
It's better than nothing

I’m happy to talk to you
And suffer silently

I’m happy to know you
And not expect anything

I’ll break my own heart
So you don’t have to

The attention I’m directing at you
Is a manifestation of my boredom
(And a little love)

I couldn’t know what I was looking for
Before it was gone

I couldn’t know who I was looking for
Before you were gone

I’ll break my own heart
So you don’t have to

The attention I’m directing at you
Is a manifestation of my boredom
(And a little love)

I couldn’t know what I was looking for
before it was gone

I couldn’t know you're who I was looking for
Before you were gone

If I’d known you’re who I was looking for
I would’ve tried to be the one

And now I know that I could’ve never been the one