i wake up every morning trying to find something to do
whether it means walking to work
or making breakfast for you
what we’re supposed to accomplish
i have no fucking clue
but it’s nice and not nice to constantly have to choose
perhaps i’ll apply myself and work towards my goals
or stay in bed, get lazy, or wander around in the cold
reflect and see which activities stir this lost soul
to live an idle life with no impact, would i be so bold?
i try to want something more
in this life
in this life
[small talk]
perhaps i will go volunteer for the community
perhaps i will stay in, eat cereal and watch tv
do you know what my mother used to say to me?
"you’re just lucky you have time to waste
overthinking"
i try to want something more
in this life
in this life
[what am i doing
i am so tired
but i didn’t do anything productive]
[i am so sleepy
i just want to lie in
today not the day when i change the world]
[i can’t seem to focus on anything today
but i have so much to do
so much to do]
