Alienation (rough demo)

Alienation( 疏離/異化）

主歌和歌詞參雜在整首排列隙縫之中，為了營造和表達支離破碎的心所導致腦不停轉動自言自語刻意加入許多雜音。
以宇宙太空的Sci-fi 音樂風格，詮釋現今社會存在的隔閡，無論是人與人之間，可牽涉到家庭、朋友、不同理念的爭議等。用音樂打造這種飄渺被環繞的場景，讓聽眾感受到與世界抽離開來而以第三方的角度看著目前的世代。

『緣由是關於MJ新紀錄片Leaving Neverland，但又被媒體操控，再消費死者及戳進他最珍惜的和心中的黑洞。
比照一直從許多為了錢的偽控但從來沒有被定罪，人性可怕的地方是他幫助許多小孩，但以這個他最守護最珍貴的事情冠上戀童癖。 從五歲開始就不斷的在演出，還給他一個童年以及真正的安寧。』

you have ur own right
to say any opinion
but if you hate me
just say it to me and i don’t care, i don’t really care

before you judging me
please take a good look of yourself
call me a bitch and i won’t stop bitching u

(but) people are MEAN
don’t u think ur behavior is very pathetic?

I really just try to help
but ppl always think about themselves
cuz u would only be a copycat
but I’m a creator
that is the difference between u and me

l’m just a normal girl
maybe u think that i’m crazy
and call me a monster or a weirdo whatever

maybe i’ll get to send to jail
bc i think they r spying on me
i get so paranoid

I deeply feel so so so sorry for u
I don’t have any money, even not a celebrity

who the hell do you think u r
is there any reason why they do the way they do?
they just wanted to break u down
and destroyed a dead person after over 10 years

i miss u mama
why u left me alone