Pretty Inside Out (Demo)

我只從書上跟劇本裡看過這樣的劇情
一個男孩和一個女孩笑著 在彼此雙眼裡迷失像世界只剩他們一樣
這不是我規劃的、不在我的清單上或願望裡
一切就是發生的這麼突然

他過份的善良像是把傘想幫我遮擋風雨
但他不知道的是我生存過了什麼 已經習慣了那些風霜
有一天 我們不知道怎麼的 最後跑到了不在計畫內的地點
就在城市裡迷路 在每個角落發現驚喜

我們怎麼跑到這的？
雙人陽台房
我們迷失了自己嗎？
還是逃離了什麼？
他怎麼做到的？
他根本沒有那個意圖
我又是什麼淪陷的？
我根本不是那種會臉紅的女生

他只是在一個鬧區酒吧裡笑著
我身邊的世界就默默淡化了
他只是行為像個紳士
我的時鐘就這樣停在了午夜
他只是在送我回家後 抱緊我 給我一個吻別
他們說外表完美的男生都是那樣的
但他內心跟外在都很完美

我從來沒這麼渴望 在夜裡抱著我的枕頭尖叫
浴室裡的肥皂跟洗髮精 都受夠我唱的那些情歌了
他不會是我的未來或情人 但我根本不在乎
只想活在當下罷了

我在人生最低潮的時候 他彷彿像是一道曙光
沒有太多對談 只有幾杯酒 默默坐在彼此身邊
有一晚 我們在街上亂晃 好像回到了16歲一樣
只是一個男孩和女孩笑著 在彼此雙眼裡迷失像世界只剩他們一樣

我們怎麼跑到這的？
半夜的屋頂酒吧
我們是怎麼找到自己的？
明明兩個人都迷失了方向呀
我怎麼讓這件事發生的？
我明明做了最大的努力不再墜入愛河
因為我根本不是那種會臉紅的女生啊

I’ve only read it in the books and seen it in the scripts that
A boy and a girl giggling, gazing like there’s no one around
It wasn’t in my plans or on my list or resolutions
It all happened like that
He was so kind enough to put a shield above me when it rains
Little did he know, I’m a survivor, used to all of the hail
There was a day, we ended up nowhere around where we planned
Just getting lost and finding amazement in every corner
How did we wind up here?
Balcony room for two
How did we lost ourselves?
Or did we get away?
How did he do that?
Without even trying?
How did I fall?
I’m not that blushing-kind of girl
All he did is smile in a downtown bar
And my whole world fades away
All he did is acting like a gentleman
And the clock stopped in a straight line
All he did is squeezing my tight
After getting me home with a kiss goodbye
What they say about pretty boys
But, he’s pretty inside out
I’ve never been so longing, screaming into my pillow in the nights
My soap and shampoo, they are bored of me singing all of the songs
He wouldn’t be my future or my lover, but I don’t care at all
Just living in the moment
He was this shed of light when I am in the darkest times in life
We didn’t speak too much, just a few drinks, sitting side by side
There was a night, we wandered in the streets, like 16 all again
Just a boy and a girl giggling, gazing with no one around

How did we wind up here?
Rooftop bar at midnight
How did we find ourselves?
When we lost our ways?
How did I let this happen?
When I’m trying my best
Not to fall again
‘Cause I’m not that blushing-kind of girl
All he did is smile in a downtown bar
And my whole world fades away
All he did is acting like a gentleman
And the clock stopped in a straight line
All he did is squeezing my tight
After getting me home with a kiss goodbye
What they say about pretty boys
He’s pretty inside out
He’s pretty inside out