(18歲) Flowers in my Lungs

我從來沒想過會有這樣的負面影響
明明大家擁有它的時候都很開心
書呀 電影呀 夢想呀
它們都是這麼描述它的
親愛的 一切都如他們所說
直到我被困住窒息了

因為你轉身離開的時候花瓣就掉落了
又或者你隻手遮天擋住我的陽光
你給的這份愛 決定留下來每天纏著我

他們說我菸抽太多了
這樣下去會死掉的
但他們不知道
更危險的東西正在我身體裡長著
但我也不太在乎
因為它其實挺漂亮的
他為我帶來天藍色 大紅色 鶴粉色
卻也窒息著我
他是生長在我肺裡的花朵

沒想到我居然沒猜測到
但事情總會有因果的
歌曲呀 詩集呀 畫作呀
它們如此歌頌它
但我真的得離開了
因為我沒辦法好好呼吸了

親愛的 你很享受被爭寵的感覺吧
又或是離開前被疼愛的感覺對吧
我的內心還在收拾你的殘骸
它正整天纏繞著我呢

I never thought that it would be so toxic
When everybody smiles when they have it
Books and movies and dreams
Oh how that say about it
And baby it was good
Until it strangled me down
‘Cause when the petals fall down when you turn around
Or when the sunshine’s gone when you give me the clouds
And this love you gave, it decided to stay
Twining everyday
They say I smoke too much
And it’s gonna kill me
But they didn’t know
There’s something more dangerous growing inside
But I don’t mind
‘Cause it’s kind of pretty
He brings me sky blue, China red, flamingo pink
And I can’t breathe
He’s flowers in my lungs
I never thought I didn’t see it coming
What goes up, must come down
Songs and poems and paintings
Oh how they say about it
But I gotta go, cause I can’t breathe you out
Oh, darling don’t you love the way how people fight for you
Or how the way you harvest me before you’re leaving soon
And inside of me lies the wreckage you gave
Haunting everyday
They say I smoke too much
And it’s gonna kill me
But they didn’t know
There’s something more dangerous growing inside
But I don’t mind
‘Cause it’s kind of pretty
He brings me sky blue, China red, flamingo pink
And I can’t breathe
He’s flowers in my lungs
They say I smoke too much
And it’s gonna kill me
But they didn’t know
There’s something more dangerous growing inside
But I don’t mind
‘Cause it’s kind of pretty
He brings me sky blue, China red, flamingo pink
And I can’t breathe
They say I smoke too much
And it’s gonna kill me
But they didn’t know
There’s something more dangerous growing inside
But I don’t mind
‘Cause it’s kind of pretty
He brings me sky blue, China red, flamingo pink
And I can’t breathe
He’s flowers in my lungs