Vision Statement

作詞 Lyrics by：NIKE PÉNG
作曲 Composed by：NIKE PÉNG
製作 Produced by：NIKE PÉNG
編曲 Arranged by：NIKE PÉNG
混音 Mixed by：NIKE PÉNG
母帶 Mastered by：NIKE PÉNG

[VERSE 1]
I'm tryna hold on
I'm tryna breathe
I'm tryna move on
Away from pain
I'm trapped in this game like a Tamagotchi pet
Tryna make it work but It's the same shit

Every day I dream about my future
It's hard being an artist, societal pressure
Finding a way to change the culture
I be fighting against the endless torture
Damn
I suck at living these helpless movements
I said damn
What in the world do I have to offer,
I'm over it

I can't stop thinking about her
I had homies that turned their backs on me
It's always the real ones that hurt you the deepest
I don't need no god, but I do need a therapist

Sorry mama I had to be a disappointment, not gon be a doctor
I'm grinding to make a statement, to feel a little better
I thought I could drink my problems away, ease my pain through liquor
I don't wanna die losing but I'm about to pull this trigger

Shit, I'm so miserable
Thought I was capable
Bitch don't hold me accountable
Ion want none of those
No, I ain't trippin' bro
I ain't crazy tho
I wasn't really paying no mind until you told me tho

I've been crying and crying
Been anxious and depressed
Tear dropping like parker
Still dead inside like X
Every day I'm feeling worse
Pour the pain in my verse
My sex addiction is the repression of my past

Sometimes I feel like my homies - they don't even love me
I got paranoid, my feelings, all my emotions kicking in
Had to run away from my loved ones and regretted it
Had to run away from my loved ones and…

Yeah I'm a supervillain
Yeah I'm a mental patient
Yeah I can't see my future
Yet I still have a vision
Yeah I'm losing my mind
Tryna stay committing to what I love and believe in
That's my vision statement

[VERSE 2]
Yeah I'm used 'em haters, used to judgments
It can feel like a death sentence when they point their fingers
Listen, just keep your head up
Ignore 'em fuckers
Keep moving and don't stop for nothin'

Heads they win tails you lose
Might as well just enjoy the present
Be a better person
Make the best out of whatever
Make a statement

I ain't no rapper
But I make conscious decisions