I lay conscious in the dark of the night
The Trazodone doesn't seem to work right
Naught for counting, naught for closing my eyes
I can't shut down, something is wrong inside
It will feel like a dream when I wake
Temporary shelter during the day
Was it real and how did I escape
Memories of seeing you as you changed
Ever since that night
Turning over, over to my side
Trying to clear out this feeling in my mind
But I'm shaking
Time can dull, is time the answer
Time to try and shed this anchor
I am trying to break the trigger
But in this space it still lingers
It's almost over, I'm losing this fight
I remember the fear in my mind
Completely shaking
不重要的Au
正好睡不着……