Saccharine

Drowned in thoughts, I feel like I am frozen
All this rumination
And I never knew just how much I was wasting
Cuz' the things they told
It's a promise too sweet to be true
How could I be such a fool
It's a dream, it will never come true
I just don't know what to do
I'm lost in a lie once told got me so mesmerized
Deep inside, there's a force I can't fight
Fell for a lie, I'm left with this burning desire
Nothing here truly satisfies
I've been looking, and I have tried...
Drenched in a void that nothing seems to fill
Such a losing battle
And I am a coward always stuck in fear
And the lies I've told
It's a promise too sweet to be true
How could I be such a fool
It's a dream, it will never come true
I just don't know what to do
Lalala...
Deep inside, there's a force I can't fight
Fell for a lie, I'm left with this burning desire
Nothing here truly satisfies
I've been looking, and I have tried...
Even though I've been waiting
I won't just walk away
There's a will to stay
Fell for a lie, but I'm ready to believe it twice
I can be broken, but I'm gonna rise...