6.麻痺 (Paralyzed)

Music & Lyrics by Betsy Hsu
Arrangement by Cheryl Lee & Betsy Hsu
Vocals by Cheryl Lee

忘了 昨夜怎麼入睡
昏了 那一刻我往下墜
陷入自我糾結 堅持對外隔絕
放任理智斷線 快樂都拒絕
感覺知覺脫節 情感過分堆疊
專注依戀從前 放大所有癥結點

感覺不到自己 全身痲痹
身體和我慢慢分離
控制不了自己 怎麼清醒
現實夢境無法抽離 也擺脫不了自己

忘了 昨夜怎麼入睡
昏了 那一刻我往下墜
設下自我圈套 沈溺無謂困擾
享受僅存驕傲 防衛的監牢
理性感性分裂 全盤否定一切
缺乏勇氣改變 放大所有癥結點

感覺不到自己 全身痲痹
身體和我慢慢分離
控制不了自己 怎麼清醒
現實夢境無法抽離 也擺脫不了自己

而痛會過去 可以拯救自己

English Translation:
I forgot how I fell asleep last night.
My mind spinning and in that moment I fell deeper into myself.
Struggling on my own, insisting on being isolated.
Rejecting rational behavior, denying every happiness.
My thoughts and feelings in disarray, my over sentimental ways.
Focusing on the past, accentuating all frustrations.
I can’t feel myself and my body feels paralyzed.
My body feels like it’s drifting apart from me.
Unable to control, unable to sober up.
Unable to tell the difference between fantasy and reality,
Unable to escape my drunken soul.

I forgot how I fell asleep last night.
My mind spinning and in that moment I fell deeper into myself.
Entrapping myself and being bothered by folly
Ravishing what’s left of my dignity, I’m in a prison of self-defense.
My rational being against absurdity,
Lacking the courage to make a change.
Accentuating all frustrations.

I can’t feel myself and my body feels paralyzed.
My body feels like it’s drifting apart from me.
Unable to control, unable to sober up.
Unable to tell the difference between fantasy and reality,
Unable to escape my drunken soul.

But time will heal and you will be all right.