Nothingness

Lyrics : V-rapatt Rojna-v , Chaloemsak Phonphakdee
Arranged & Produced : OCEVN
Recorded: OCEVN , Nongnoomstudio
Mixed and Mastered : Nongnoomstudio

Those hands reaching out toward me
Even from this colorless world I still could see
But it seems like it's out of reach
At least for me
As if someone’s telling me
to stand up firmly on the ground

Although I’m drowning
That price to pay offered by myself
So pricey, more than I could afford
I’m feeling fear even to trade it with myself
I’m feeling fear even to trade it with myself
myself

Where is that so-called bed of roses?
My eyes are longing to witness if it exists
But my heart is still so week
Since the current bed in every tiny bit

Filled with a war with no enemies, or the way to exit
Like on a target a rope was holding,
But without a force to make a pulling

Too fear to be alive.
Too afraid to die
How long this moment could be wiped?

This happiness does really exist.
But also it’s easy to vanish.
And why this feeling of nothingness?

Could not easily fade
Along with tears could be great
So pricey, more than I could afford
I’m feeling fear even to trade it with myself
I’m feeling fear even to trade it with myself
myself

Nothing makes me want to die
And nothing holds me in this life
Would these voiceless words be heard?
I just want to be heard.