WishingUpon

Light one till pain is gone
paralyze myself in the same song
find myself Getting wasted
Do this shit everyday
Till the day, I die?
(Really to the day you die?)
How to put the awful pain aside
Sitting on the beach
Wishing upon the ocean tide, Would drown me?
(You mean liquor will drown you)
Yeah whatever, Load that chopper
So much confusion and hatred
I need a hostage
Threaten and abuse
(Would that really make you feel better?)
Fuck all this,
Disguise emotion no face with that no thanks
And I attract myself to them hoes n thought they were really my
soul mate
Till the day I met someone beautiful by mistake
Took me to the hell tour trip, slapping on to wake from oh this faith
Thought I was above, Not thinking logical
Now its Time to jump off
it's a metaphor
Thought aiming toward the moon
the worst case would land upon the stars
that would Still be hella spark
Cause I know that hell is dark
But I’m just here by myself
Wish upon.