NORMAL KID

《NORMAL KID》是 HOLTON BLACK 以〈液壓 / hydraulics〉為基礎的混音單曲，此曲展現出比以往更為黑暗的色彩，並帶有強烈的嘲諷意味。歌詞表達了她過去為了迎合他人期待，努力扮演一個「正常小孩」的心情。由於責備與讚美經常來自同一個人，這使她對這種「真心話」感到困惑與疲憊——如此矛盾的話語，究竟是否有真誠可言？我們又該相信什麼？

透過這張單曲，HOLTON BLACK 用眼淚與鮮血向世界宣告：「不正常，也很正常。」即使不被認同或接納，你依然是最真實、最獨特的「NORMAL KID」。

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✞ 〈液壓 / hydraulics〉為專輯《時間浸漬 BIOEROSION》裡的其中一首曲子。

✞《時間浸漬 BIOEROSION》，由財團法人開放文化基金會發行，林強編曲，與 Luca Bonaccorsi 共同構思創作，於 2024 年 9 月發行，採用 CC BY 4.0 授權條款。

原曲來源｜https://10years.ocf.tw/bioerosion-album.html
CC BY 4.0｜https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/deed.zh-hant

God I fell to pieces
Made of tears, cried for years
Vanilla ice cream, how ironic
House full of gossip. Well, I hate it

Walk downstairs, you’re seventeen
You can hear people talking about me
I would rather be a kid
Without any gender ID

Nothing is fair, even if you’re a twin
Get on your knees, refuse to dream
Stay normal, like a normal kid
Congratulations, you made it

How weird can life be
But you still can't see it

Maybe it's better not to know
Desire makes people hysterical
Maybe it's better not to know
Blame and praise come from the same world

Maybe it's better not to know
Desire makes people hysterical
Maybe it's better not to know
Blame and praise come from the same world

Maybe it's better not to know
Desire makes people hysterical
Maybe it's better not to know
Blame and praise come from the same world

From a certain moment on
I was no longer a spectator in his world
I became a part of him
His ears, his eyes, his tears
Some of his body organs
Some of his emotions

God I fell to pieces
Made of tears, cried for years
Vanilla ice cream, how ironic
House full of gossip. Well, I hate it

Walk downstairs, you’re seventeen
You can hear people talking about me
I would rather be a kid
without any gender ID

Nothing is fair, even if you’re a twin
Get on your knees, refuse to dream
Stay normal, like a normal kid
Congratulations, you made it

When I was seventeen, it made no sense to me
Where do I go
Where do I return to
Where do I sit
Where do I stand
Who do I love
What do I give
What do I receive
What do I change
What do I not change

The world is made of words
They are only missing one L

I'm not like other girls
I'm not like other boys

When I opened that door
Can you love me more
Talk to me, say something
I'm so sad, comfort me
I'm heartbroken, deal with me
I'm so weird, I'm so lonely
I love you
I don’t even talk about it
Sorry
I think it was meant to be

Maybe it's better not to know
Desire makes people hysterical
Maybe it's better not to know
Blame and praise come from the same world

Maybe it's better not to know
Desire makes people hysterical
Maybe it's better not to know
Blame and praise come from the same world

Maybe it's better not to know
Desire makes people hysterical
Maybe it's better not to know
Blame and praise come from the same world

Call me Holton
Call me Black
Throw me in the hell and never get back
Call me Holton
Call me Black
Throw me in the hell and never get back
Call me Holton
Call me Black
Throw me in the hell and never get back
Call me Holton
Call me Black
Throw me in the hell and never get back

So, what do we have
What we have is the gentleness
That overcomes evil