NORMAL KID

《NORMAL KID》是 HOLTON BLACK 以〈液壓 / hydraulics〉為基礎的混音單曲。此曲展現出比以往更加黑暗的色彩，並帶有強烈的嘲諷意味。她在輿論與評價交織的世界中長大，歌詞寫下了她為了成為「正常小孩」而掙扎的心境。那些聲音，就如一把把無聲的利刃，將人削成某種看似「正確」的形狀。而她驚覺，若活著只是為了討好目光，那真實的自己，是否早已在這些取悅之下悄然消失？

因此，HOLTON BLACK 要透過這張單曲，親手摘下由言語製成的荊棘頭冠，並用眼淚與鮮血向世界宣告：「不正常，也很正常。」不再懷疑自己的輪廓，不再為了被接納而把靈魂磨平，即使不被認同，我們依舊是最真實、最獨特的「NORMAL KID」。

來自一場溫柔的覺醒——
《NORMAL KID》正式數位發行，獻給在他人目光中掙扎的你。

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✞ 〈液壓 / hydraulics〉為專輯《時間浸漬 BIOEROSION》裡的其中一首曲子。

✞《時間浸漬 BIOEROSION》，由財團法人開放文化基金會發行，林強編曲，與 Luca Bonaccorsi 共同構思創作，於 2024 年 9 月發行，採用 CC BY 4.0 授權條款。

原曲來源｜https://10years.ocf.tw/bioerosion-album.html
CC BY 4.0｜https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/deed.zh-hant

God I fell to pieces
Made of tears, cried for years
Vanilla ice cream, how ironic
House full of gossip. Well, I hate it

Walk downstairs, you’re seventeen
You can hear people talking about me
I would rather be a kid
Without any gender ID

Nothing is fair, even if you’re a twin
Get on your knees, refuse to dream
Stay normal, like a normal kid
Congratulations, you made it

How weird can life be
But you still can't see it

Maybe it's better not to know
Desire makes people hysterical
Maybe it's better not to know
Blame and praise come from the same world

Maybe it's better not to know
Desire makes people hysterical
Maybe it's better not to know
Blame and praise come from the same world

Maybe it's better not to know
Desire makes people hysterical
Maybe it's better not to know
Blame and praise come from the same world

From a certain moment on
I was no longer a spectator in his world
I became a part of him
His ears, his eyes, his tears
Some of his body organs
Some of his emotions

God I fell to pieces
Made of tears, cried for years
Vanilla ice cream, how ironic
House full of gossip. Well, I hate it

Walk downstairs, you’re seventeen
You can hear people talking about me
I would rather be a kid
without any gender ID

Nothing is fair, even if you’re a twin
Get on your knees, refuse to dream
Stay normal, like a normal kid
Congratulations, you made it

When I was seventeen, it made no sense to me
Where do I go
Where do I return to
Where do I sit
Where do I stand
Who do I love
What do I give
What do I receive
What do I change
What do I not change

The world is made of words
They are only missing one L

I'm not like other girls
I'm not like other boys

When I opened that door
Can you love me more
Talk to me, say something
I'm so sad, comfort me
I'm heartbroken, deal with me
I'm so weird, I'm so lonely
I love you
I don’t even talk about it
Sorry
I think it was meant to be

Maybe it's better not to know
Desire makes people hysterical
Maybe it's better not to know
Blame and praise come from the same world

Maybe it's better not to know
Desire makes people hysterical
Maybe it's better not to know
Blame and praise come from the same world

Maybe it's better not to know
Desire makes people hysterical
Maybe it's better not to know
Blame and praise come from the same world

Call me Holton
Call me Black
Throw me in the hell and never get back
Call me Holton
Call me Black
Throw me in the hell and never get back
Call me Holton
Call me Black
Throw me in the hell and never get back
Call me Holton
Call me Black
Throw me in the hell and never get back

So, what do we have
What we have is the gentleness
That overcomes evil