Sober

編曲：漢堡雞
詞曲：漢堡雞
演唱：漢堡雞
混音：漢堡雞

Tryna awake when I’m still here
Depression won’t just disappear

I’m not sober but I try to
其實我自己也清楚
雖然清醒比較辛苦
才有可能真的更幸福
I’m not thinking, I just fall
我承認是我的錯
Used to think that I lose it all
I’m not sober, not at all

Late night fighting 控制自己
很難呼吸 快要窒息
Couldn’t exhale , try to hold it
Maybe halfway out the door, yeah
想要表現的can’t be bothered
不想再靠這些花了
Every silence getting louder
Every second getting harder
I don’t wanna overreact
But my pain keep running it back
十年要斷在一個夜
情緒如海浪襲來

Tell me I don’t need this
Even when hurt too much
I know I can leave this
重新找到希望

I’m not sober but I try to
其實我自己也清楚
雖然清醒比較辛苦
才有可能真的更幸福
I’m not thinking, I just fall
我承認是我的錯
Used to think that I lose it all
I’m not sober, not at all

Late night, can’t sleep, no fun
掙扎 跪著 祈禱
Relapse , or put it down
想要relax, but I don’t know how
告訴自己一切是過程
失去才能獲得
快樂不是用roll的
正用力的感受
太依賴 that’s facts
Try hard not to relapse
Say I’m fine, that’s cap
時光不能重來
總習慣Overdosing
我不想在投機
想修身也修心
放下過去

不想要再等待
I know who to be
成功或失敗
至少有過努力
gon be hard
肯定有意義
I’d rather lose control
Than lose me completely

I’m not sober but I try to
其實我自己也清楚
雖然清醒比較辛苦
才有可能真的更幸福
I’m not thinking, I just fall
我承認是我的錯
Used to think that I lose it all
Now I’m sober ,might as well