Sorry (for the kid I was)

編曲：漢堡雞
詞曲：漢堡雞
演唱：漢堡雞
混音：漢堡雞

我不壞, let me try, find my answer
不是想作怪, 只想搞清楚what matters
Cold nights, 呼吸很重,心很焦躁
Learnt early how to move when the pressure’s on

有誰會信 為夢我要 保持冷靜
弟弟們都已出人頭地
我知道你們沒有要我賺大錢
但想要一個home, still counting my steps
他們的意義 是安穩的過生活
在安穩中溺斃 但我的心還沒死透
真的很抱歉, 讓你們留淚
我做的很多事情可能會讓你們心碎
My eyes red from nights and shifts
Cig smoke mixing with the way I lived
怎樣才能不愧對那些愛
才不會一直說一樣的Lie yeah

Sorry for the kid I was,
總自私又脾氣壞
You were tryna show me 愛,
I was running from light
Bottom top的夢我想全部實現
或許我不懂愛, 才會堅持己見

I was lost in the dark,
chasing hype and I paid
無聊的內耗直到一次痛徹心扉
standing right here, tryna live this right
I don’t run from 了傷, I just light it up

Sorry 沒有再去做禮拜
但我一天至少會praying twice
虔誠的心 是你們把我教會
雖然現在沒有再去教會
Always choose the“right”, 我有聽到
愛是要恆久忍耐, 我也已知道
With a contrite spirit, 我的心也碎
或許上天再給一次機會
Gon be hard, 希望你們會
理解我 cus I never look back
質疑都 shut it off
I know the day will come
我能有肩膀 也能做好榜樣

Sorry for the kid I was,
總自私又脾氣壞
You were tryna show me 愛,
I was running from light
Bottom top的夢我想全部實現
或許我不懂愛, 才會堅持己見

I was lost in the dark,
chasing hype and I paid
無聊的內耗直到一次痛徹心扉
standing right here, tryna live this right
I don’t run from 了傷, I just light it up

你們給我的都已經足夠
瑪門和主不能一起侍奉
I won’t chase the thing that wouldn’t last
只想透過歌說出真心話
Now 我試著專心不再想太多
讓我的努力把虧欠帶走
不想再抱歉或再有虧欠
只想把承諾全部兌現

If I make it out, I’m bringing y’all with me
希望你們能包容 我所有曾經
From cold estates to a clearer view
Every win I take, it’s because of you
I was lost in the dark, now I see what’s right
I don’t run from the past, I just light it up