Beat-SOGIMURA ”Roses”
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恐慌發作 過度呼吸
對周圍的人來說是氧氣 對我來說卻是毒氣
for them it’s the oxygen for me
it’s chlorine
(ya start talking shit bout me,
ya all fucking craz’
It can’t be describe how much
the pain I got I got pain)
Mental illness haunt me for my whole life
ten toes couldn’t be standing on both sides
I ain’t playing no game in fucking no life
I’m so fucking numb, commit suicide
they said you awkward it can’t work
then tease you
deny your hard work your effort
and cheat you
I said”I’m gonna give you all my heart,
give you my genuine”
they said”fuck you mean genuine,
(Fuuuck~)
I don’t need you”
relationship was being distant,
I got paranoid
depending on drug persistence,
resist my panic disord’
six pills a day,hope to kill the pain~
Someone told me it’s ok
everything can be changed
It’s ok
can be changed
huh yeah everything can be changed
It’s ok (can be changed)
can be changed
It’s ok (can be changed)
everything can be changed
It’s ok (can be changed)
can be changed
Mental illness haunt me for my whole life
ten toes couldn’t be standing on both sides
I ain’t playing no game in fucking no life
I’m so fucking numb, commit suicide
while in the other day,
everything be strange
(strange)
my world suddenly got changed,
(changed)
it rained
(rain rain)
ya start talking shit bout me
ya all fucking craz’
It can’t be describe how much
the pain I got I got pain
I got pain
fucking craz’
I got pain
fucking craz’
I got I got pain
there’re depression,negative emotions
(EMOOO)
all around me
I can see the edge,the verge,
the bounding
there’s tons of toxic air
surrounding
for them it’s the oxygen for me
it’s chlorine
Mental illness haunt me for my whole life
ten toes couldn’t be standing on both sides
I ain’t playing no game in fucking no life
I’m so fucking numb, commit suicide