birthday

Bystie - birthday
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| Producer 製作人 - Bystie |
| Lyricist, Composer 作詞作曲 - Bystie |
| Arranger 編曲 - Bystie |
| Recording, Mixing & Mastering 音訊處理 - Bystie |
| Additional Vocals 額外錄音 - Sandy, Yzzz |

Woke up from the dream of still bein’ tortured
By pieces of paper and answer sheets
The end of the cycle of an examinee
I was this close to insanity
The desk still messy
‘Cause of all the books that I haven’t even glanced or peeked at
I ran out of time to actually prepare myself better
It’s sad to see
But all of that doesn’t matter
When I meet with the girl that I’m pampering
But it’s my birthday and she made no moves
Well, there goes my soul food
I decided to throw a tantrum
Went to visit a different school today
No words came out of my throat, I’m hurt
Premonition hit but it’s soothed away
Don’t check your phone
Don’t check your phone
After you got home
Don’t check your phone
Don’t check your phone
After you got home
Don’t check your phone
Don’t check your phone
After you got home
‘Cause, it’s gon’ be somethin’ bad
It’s gon’ be somethin’-
(Bad!)
(Birthday, birthday, birthday)
I felt that premonition
Such a delay, no effort made
This birthday message different
I’m reminiscin’ the past when it’s my birthday
Back then when you were still passionate
Now the days wouldn’t be like that again
Knew this time would come
But I cannot believe it’s happenin’ on my birthday
On my birthday
Without talking it out?
That’s a bit too harsh, isn’t it?
I’m gulping for oxygen
We stopped chattin’ since three months ago, you playin’ hard to get
I bet you don’t remember ‘bout your fragile, fake promises
You could’ve just told me way long ago, that I ain’t competent
At being a good boyfriend, we could’ve cut ties then
So I wouldn’t be this fucked up ‘cause of that one time when-
Shit, maybe a couple times I would come by, we would hug tight
I’d let you whisper to me those dumb, little love lies
I’m done cryin’, man, fuck cryin’
We both had enough, right?
I could finally be detached from you
The way you keep that shit in your heart and not tellin’ me
Should’ve gone to an acting school
Should’ve listened when _____ told me that high school relationships ain’t practical
She told me someone said we ain’t fit, but she’s not tellin’ me who
I think that person’s right
Separation has hit ‘fore it’s even verbalized
How am I gon’ save this when it’s already confirmed inside?
If you hate me, then was it worth the time?
Happy birthday to you ‘cause I won’t be here from now on
Too bad we can’t see the level that we’re about to reach
You’re off the leash, at least for now, you’re free
Anxiety runs through my veins how Niagara Falls be runnin’
You ain’t real to this game, it’s an avatar I trusted
Like the one time you defended that _____, that’s beyond disrupted
Now we’re done and broken, you can hug that ______ how you wanted
I’ve never ______________ since he don’t know the boundaries
That shit’s fucked and you know it, but you never cared about me
Cared- cared about my feelings, cared about my insecurities
In public, I’m nothin’ to you, not even in the air you breathin’
I sense no love, so why am I still on board?
You’re gettin’ bored while I’m gettin’ torn up, what’s all of this for?
Misunderstandings all the time, explanations couldn’t be formed
I should rip all of those letters in the box that’s in my drawer
They all look insincere to me now, of course
Those are just words stuffed in sentences with thoughts of breakin’ up
Tell me one more lie, sayin’ we still got chances to link up
Only a _____ would know what a wink does
It’s gon’ linger
Happy birthday to you ‘cause I won’t be here from now on
Happy birthday to you ‘cause I won’t be here