happy shell （Demo)

Living in back of smiling face
Put on the mask to grin and laugh

Embodying the time goes by
The face of the pleasure rusted in thousand lies
Keep rotting, weltering and gnawing
No longer exist
I should wake

Shaping by self-destructive
Unwilling to chasing the peace or hate
Eyes rolled back, I wake in a world I've never met
Never would I been importuned by my mind
How come I still feel this emotion?
I’m void of grace

In the end we were back to the square one
Fall to the earth and no one will pity my broken shape

Living in back of smiling face
Put on the mask to grin and laugh
“All the pain will be melted away” they said
How is this possible?
I give up my fight and consume

Born from the womb of woe
Can you hear the silent scream?
Force it be fed, by love and expectancy
Then kill all the dreams
So ironic
“Now you are strong enough”
Cut me limb from limb
Piece by piece

A faithless anthem
How beautiful
Fix my loneliness
Now the strains are changing

Embodying the time goes by
The face of the pleasure rusted in thousand lies
Keep rotting, weltering and gnawing
No longer exist
I should wake

Shaping by self-destructive
Unwilling to chasing the peace or hate
Eyes rolled back, I wake in a world I've never met
Never would I been importuned by my mind
How come I still feel this emotion?
I’m void of grace

I can’t escape from this
Trapping in the sea of terrors

In the end we were back to the square one
Fall to the earth and no one will pity my broken shape

Living in back of smiling face
Put on the mask to grin and laugh
“All the pain will be melted away” they said
How is this possible?
I give up my fight and consume

A shell made of happiness