I can't remember what it used to be
Going down the memory lane
What I've lost was once a part of me
Slowly creeping away
How do I make it disappear?
Why did I leave a name to think about
Someone please reach into my mind
Dragging out what's once inside
Wake up from nightmare time to time
I know what people told me was a lie
Behind the story, black and white
Now I realize
Something too dark to be reminded
Crushing me with weight it left
Warmth of blood, felt by my trembling hands
Tainted sometime in the past
To get rid of the pain
To cleanse me for my sin
To free myself from the guilt within
To take the bullet clean
To kill me from one shot
To strangle the voice that screams at me
Set me free
Vaguely hidden away
...
At last I see your face
And then you disappeared