A.R. - Ain't Die With You 但死了

"Ain't replace came relapse. So please tell me what the fuck am I seeking for?"
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一路走來的人生好似用手抓著沙子，抓得越緊，失去的越多；當放鬆警惕，卻仍然不經意間溜走。

A.R. 再次攜手Lil RAD將這首歌從DEMO版本完善化，灌注所有破碎的感情與靈魂，運用對講機的效果向過去與未來(如果有)的自己喊話，並設定在最痛恨的生日當天和11:21分發布，把所有記憶和自己，都留在過去。

度過了兩個年頭卻又回到原點，A.R. 用最心碎的歷程，訴說著遺憾，也將重啟計劃...

當攢住的拳頭滲了血，煎熬的長夜流乾眼淚。
我到底在糾結甚麼，我該走出來嗎？
抑或是繼續沉淪？
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各大串流平台線上聽 -
https://www.soundscape.net/a/31255
Youtube版本 -
https://youtu.be/5WiUa-gE8pg?si=0pFSXyZsiF7CIWTy
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Prod. | A.R. / Lil RAD
Lyrics & Composed | A.R.
Recorded | A.R.
Recording Studio | RAD Studio 音樂影像工作室
Mixed | Lil RAD
Mastered | Lil RAD
Special Thanks | thisHsinnnnn
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(Ain't replace came relapse.What the fuck am I seeking for?*2)

I don't wanna going die with you.
I'mlin the basement all the drugs I'll do.
I don't wanna going die with you.
I ain't go faraway I just die straight through.
I don't wanna going die with you.
Dying young in 2-1 club and I so as do.
I don't wanna going die with you.
I don't wanna do it, but I may have to.

了解夠多才夠狠 烙下傷疤的眼神
我才知道重感情的人有多笨
無法揮別過程 在妥協中沉淪
失去也無所謂真的是蠢到認分
他被困在夢裡痛苦起舞迴旋
他嘗試接受現實嘗試打破一切
他受夠了背叛之後的唇槍舌劍
用文字堆起的監獄他攀上山巔
把回憶都拋掉 承諾點火燃燒
徬徨在建國路的旋律他無法停歇
沉迷紫色的水 懷抱藥物入睡
I'm ballin' so how？I'm stuck inside my ways.

在後悔在頹廢 我的存在到底為了甚麼?
Ain't replace came relapse.What the fuck am I seeking for?
為何會如此痛苦 是否沒了心跳才能平復?
My mind is foggy, I'm so confused.
The cruel cold world, what is it coming to?

I don't wanna going die with you.
I'mlin the basement all the drugs I'll do.
I don't wanna going die with you.
I ain't go faraway I just die straight through.
I don't wanna going die with you.
Dying young in 2-1 club and I so as do.
I don't wanna going die with you.
I don't wanna do it, but I may have to.

彈奏憂鬱的旋律淚水是和弦
流著血勾勒無法抹滅的細節
你對我而言是整個宇宙世界
而我對你只配嘴裡的謊言
女孩拋下所有虛假的包袱
男孩煎熬卻狠不下心去報復
只能放手成全自己接手痛苦
眼睜睜看著他們在夜晚裡舒服

在後悔在頹廢 我的存在到底為了甚麼?
Ain't replace came relapse.What the fuck am I seeking for?
為何會如此痛苦 是否沒了心跳才能平復?
My mind is foggy, I'm so confused.
The end of the world, is it coming soon?

I don't wanna going die with you.
I'mlin the basement all the drugs I'll do.
I don't wanna going die with you.
I ain't go faraway I just die straight through.
I don't wanna going die with you.
Dying young in 2-1 club and I so as do.
I don't wanna going die with you.
I don't wanna do it, but I may have to.