Countdown Savvy

這是倒數專輯的第七夜——《Savvy》，一首寫給所有在節日中，內心感受複雜的人們的歌。聖誕節，本應是充滿歡樂與團聚的日子，但對很多人來說，它也像一面放大鏡，會照亮我們內心的孤獨與尚未癒合的傷口。這首歌，就是試圖去捕捉那份在“應該快樂”的壓力下，依然存在的、誠實的憂鬱。

這首歌的靈魂，藏在日語歌詞裡——「今日的心情依然搖擺不定 / 心之深處隱隱作痛」。這兩句，是整首歌最誠實的告白。而英文歌詞中的“Savvy”，在這裡被我賦予了全新的意義。它不再是指小聰明或精明，而是一種更深刻的、關於“自我接納的智慧”。真正的“Savvy”，是在聖誕節的早晨，懂得如何找到屬於自己的空間；一顆“Savvy”的心，明白今天感覺“不太好”，其實也完全“沒關係”。這是一種溫柔的、與自己和解的智慧。

從窗外那片“冬日的灰”，到門口那條“被清掃出的窄路”，再到手機裡那些如同“鬼魂”般不斷響起的舊訊息，我希望用這些充滿細節的意象，去構建一個安靜、內省的空間。Bridge裡的那句「節日總能揭開昨日的傷疤 / 卻也溫柔地照亮了，那個陪你走過最長黑夜的人」，是我對這首歌的最終註解。謹以此歌，獻給所有曾在節日中感到格格不入的靈魂。願我們都能擁有那份“Savvy”，溫柔地對待自己，允許自己可以不快樂。

今日の気持ちはまだ揺れてる
胸の奥が少しだけ痛い
A savvy kind of Christmas morning
Is learning how to find my space
A savvy heart knows it's okay
To not feel okay today

Sunlight hits the window
Not bright, just a winter grey
Snow is piled against the doorstep
Someone cleared a narrow way
The kettle starts to sing its tune
Old slippers on the floor
I draw the heavy curtains back
And let the quiet fill the room

It’s Christmas, but it’s quiet
The world is waking slow
I pour a cup of coffee
And watch the steam begin to flow

今日の気持ちはまだ揺れてる
胸の奥が少しだけ痛い
A savvy kind of Christmas morning
Is learning how to find my space
A savvy heart knows it's okay
To not feel okay today

I hear the laughter from the street below
A cheerful, unfamiliar show
I stand here for a moment
Watching patterns in the frost
The phone is buzzing with the ghosts
Of messages I miss the most
I pull my coat on, find the key
And step outside to just be me

It’s funny how a holiday
Can open wounds of yesterday
But also shines a gentle light
On who stayed through the longest night

今日の気持ちはまだ揺れてる
胸の奥が少しだけ痛い
A savvy kind of Christmas morning
Is learning how to find my space
A savvy heart knows it's okay
To not feel okay today