Always In The Nights

多唱幾次就沒那麼痛了

This isn't the first time im here
Thinking you should miss me in tears
Though I loved you with fear
I felt safe when you're in near

I see you in dreams
In a perfect outfit
You gave me a gift
It's the best I've ever received

Always in the normal nights
They are confused when i cry
You were always good to me
I'm healing when I feel it
That was all i needed

I should've made it all clear
It's been a mess for a year
I'm still broken but you're good
Like I'm still trapped in the misty woods

I should've gone though it
I pretend i did
But the sadness just keep creeping
In my daily deepest breathing

Always in the fighting nights
I'm blamed, I stayed in the lights
2 a.m. unconscious
Irresponsible messages
How much i wish that i could fix it

I know that
It's my life, it's my fight
Should've dealt with it with my time
I read it, i see it
Just to keep myself normal breathing
Thought everything would be better
Turns out the worst times in my age

Feel everything
Depressed, frustrated
Hurts more than it ever did
I can't show it, i hide it
Youll see me with a straight face
Loving you, missing you
I don't want those anymore

Always in the nights
I can't help it

Always in the lonely nights
"Please disappear" I cried
I don't need you anymore
I can live well on my own
Give me back the silent nights

Always in the recent nights
I fall asleep with smile
Though i still miss you sometimes
Remember when the world was bright
Leave everything else behind