rookie mistake

常常在思考為什麼我活到一定年紀了，
卻還是會犯下菜鳥般的錯誤呢？
於是寫下了這首歌，
提醒自己在犯錯的餘溫中也記得喘息。

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詞曲 Lyricist and Composer ｜林媛恩
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the rain is pouring again
feeling those feelings again
emotions messing with my head
was it something that I did or was it something that I didn’t do

I was a kid back then
I was happy back then
I looked forward every single day
And now I can’t fall asleep even when it’s 3 am

get outta bed
fake a smile
Guess I’ll just pretend
“How was your day”
“It’s alright”
I can’t feel a thing
falling deeper

Sad songs made it worse
how come I keep on writing them
avoiding won’t work
face the truth
or just let it burn
Let it burn

Who can save me from this?
How do you get to the end?
I can’t keep my own mind straight
smoking cigarettes
fading in the winds

Who can save me from this
How do I get to the end
I can’t keep my own mind straight
Barely breath again
nothing left to say

reflections from the mirror’s yelling
“No you ain’t never good for nothing ”
I tried and tried but keep on failing
laying in bed
the coffee is bland
made a rookie mistake
they tryna push me away

Who can save me from this?
How do you get to the end?
I can’t keep my own mind straight
smoking cigarettes
fading in the winds

Who can save me from this？
How do I get to the end ?
I can’t keep my own mind straight
Barely breath again
nothing left to say