departure (demo)

Dear Camera,

I lost you on May 23 on my way flying from Dubai to HK.
It was calm until I went to the police station and I realized how bad I was, taking you for granted and leaving you in the cold.
I hope somebody can pick you up (or I should say, steal) and treat you better than the way I did, and this song is the best I can give as a farewell gift.

Love,
Your camera owner

27 May 2:55 am

departure

took me a long while to pretend as if everything’s okay
suffering from the cracks of my heart and tell you what I wanna say
I have been through the darkness and fly across the sky
I fall, and I feel small.

out of my breath I swear to find you in my sight
I’ll do almost anything to keep me and you alright
I wonder if I cry too much, the pain will go away
thoughts swim and scream and shout, and hold on in my mind too tight

if I had the chance to change
if I had the chance to claim
to be there once again I know
we’ll be safe and sound tonight

if I had the chance to change
if I had the chance to claim you’re mine
if I had the chance to think twice
before I lost you again

again