Who I am ft. Aileen Xu

I can never say
those things that are in my head
I can never express
the feelings that I have

'cause I know you'd take it the wrong way
'cause you don't understand
What I've been through
Makes me who I am

I wish I could tell you
but I've locked it in my chest
I don't want to open it
I threw the keys away anyways

It hurts me to say it
Can't I just leave it in the past
I don't ever want to feel that way
never again

So can't you just let me be
And accept this is who I am
I don't need you to love me
Just try to understand

I was once like you (Just like you)
I was happy too
I had motivations, great ambitions
things that I wanna do

But I threw it all away
'cause I see things right through
People's motivations
why they do the things they do

So is it really worthwhile for me to be here with you
Does it really matter, the things that I do for you
You'll just find another one like me
I'm easy to be replaced

Don't tell me that I'm special
in any kind of way
If I'm really special
She would've never left
the way she did
the way she did it

And why should I try so hard
you gonna do the same
you gonna find someone better
and leave me anyway
you gonna leave me anyway
You gonna leave me, leave me
You gonna leave me, leave me
Eventually you'll leave me anyway