I Don't Have a Choice

Regret, longing, heartbroken, reminiscent—— these feelings shared by every person who has just lost a lover are depicted in this song.

The lyrics describe the feeling of being drenched in misery and sorrow due to the end of a passionate relationship, and the desperate yearning to resurrect the once-existed mutual love and pure happiness between the two.

A heartbroken soul feels trapped by her emotions, unable to escape the memories of her past relationship. Despite the pain, she finds comfort in hearing her loved one's voice in her dreams. She yearns to turn back time to when their love was new and unscathed by the heartache.

She holds on tightly to the memories with the person she once knew, who is slowly disappearing from her memories. Every piece of memory of him is slowly missing, but yet she tries to puzzle these memory pieces back together, struggling to not forget the ‘he’ she remembers, and hoping that one day she could reunite with him once again.

The lyrics emphasize the person’s willingness to do anything for her loved one, even though she knows it can't come true. The story behind the lyrics portrays a person caught in a cycle of nostalgic longing, unable to let go but seeking closure and healing.

Verse 1
I don't have a choice
I'm still breathing
And I hear your voice
When I'm sleeping
I would do
anything you
Wanted to
Go back to when
It was new
Before all the pain
So I close my eyes
And here you are again...

Chorus 1
I know its hard to let go
Holding on fast but too slow
One by one
You disappear
Piece by piece
But you're not here

I know its hard to move on
I keep forgetting you're gone
One by one
You disappear
Piece by piece
But you're not here

You're not around
Why am I falling down
You're somewhere else
Maybe I need some help
You're not around
Why am I falling down
You're somewhere else
Maybe I need some help

Verse 2
I still dream of you
It's all I'm left with
All the things you'd do
Now make me breathless

I want you
Even though it
Can't come true
I still wish that
One day soon
You'll come back again
So I close my eyes and
I can just pretend...
Yeah I close my eyes and
Hear you call my name...
Yeah I close my eyes and
Here you're again...

I would do anything you wanted to