sorry for being who i was (live at Join Us)

這是9.15在Join Us 的現場演出..
當時完全看不到台下的人, 感覺很像是自己單獨在偌大的空間中獨自搖擺.
在黑暗中安靜的跑著的jazz...

Sorry for Being Who I Was

Sorry for being who I was -

I’m not the one I used to be anymore -

But this moment feels like I’m back to where I shouldn’t be - I’m back to who I shouldn’t be -

Sorry for ruining everything -

I know I shouldn’t even be here, I do -

Now everything’s gone - but what I say, what can I do -

I tried to let myself appear my true self -

But she’s been hidden at the time I most needed -

Now she keeps blaming herself but it’s too late it’s too late -

Sorry for being who I was -

I’m not the one I used to hate anymore -

But at this time - I’m back to where I shouldn’t belong to - I’m back being lousy like who I shouldn’t be -

I shouldn’t have tortured myself -

I could just walk away - turn my head away -

I could just say no　try not to be a heroine -

Then everything could be just fine -

Everything could be just the same