I felt sorry for him
But when I got close to him
I found his life is what I’m dreaming
Living in music, stay with his only
I realize my guilty is no need
Reflecting on me,
I feel empty , I have nothing, am nothing
Crushed by reality, fading away silently
On my funeral, please play marry go round of life
I had a dream to play music
Tell my story in song, like poetry
But it hurts, painful and lost
Despite all efforts, the distance persists
I’m still soughing love, remedy for everything
But he only appeared in my dream
Pretended nothing but I still wounded.
I’m a failure, my life seems meaningless
But I’m alive, I’m still alive
I had a dream to play music
Tell my story in song, like poetry
Living in music, stay with my only
I will turn my dreams into reality
Sometimes it’s hard to find hope, but it’s never really lost.