Imagination

hey
I’m the one that’s foolish
obsessed with all your bullshit
get drunk at your apartment
your bedroom door was open

Feel your chin on my shoulder
We were so close together
“I think I’m drunk “ you whispered
and put your hands under my shirt

She kissed me on the cheeks
prettiest ever seen
She is my missing piece
I saw her in my dream
and let her take the lead
yeah she’s so real to me but
None of these are gonna happen
Not in my reality
So how can I believe
that life has always been without her
just my imagination

I see your teeth
when you’re smiling at him
let go my hand and then run towards
to your fucking fucking boyfriend
while you kissed me at 2am but

why
would you send me
those red or blue hearts emoji
Oh I’m
so confusing
about everything you did to me so

She kissed me on the cheeks
prettiest ever seen
She is my missing piece
I saw her in my dream
and let her take the lead
yeah she’s so real to me but
None of these are gonna happen
Not in my reality
So how can I believe
that life has always been without her
just my imagination