You Suck

When I look up to the sky
當我抬起頭望向天空時
There is something happening that I can’t describe
那裡正發生著我無法描述的事情
And then I realize
後來我理解了
That’s how we named the life
這就是我們所謂的生活
Is anybody out there?
有人在那嗎？
There is something wrong here
這裡很不對勁
Please don’t pretend like you don’t care
請不要裝得好像你不在乎一樣
Oh fine
好吧
I’ll try
我會嘗試
I’ll try to find the way
我會嘗試找到辦法
How can I stay strong without the thing that we called” happiness”?
我要如何在體會不到任何快樂的前提之下學會堅強呢?
I keep doing my shit but I still can feel my weakness
我還是繼續做著我該做的事但我還是能感受到我的懦弱
God I’m just a human
我的老天 我只是個人類
I can’t take this lesson
我永遠學不會
I got my reason but I still sleep with demons
即便我有我的原則但實際上還是與它背道而馳
I fuck things up sometimes
我有時會把事情搞砸
I cry sometimes
我有時會哭泣
Because I feel too much in my mind
因為我真的想得太多太多了
Never mind
沒關係
This time I will walk through inside
這次我就接納它吧
Then I getting more insane
接著我變得更加瘋狂
And I can’t hear what you saying
然而我也聽不清你們在說什麼
I could always be the same
我可能永遠都是這個樣子
But why the world treat me different ?
但為何這個世界對我這麼不一樣呢?
Well...I’m not special
好吧 其實我也沒有那麼特別
I’m still weird tomorrow
我明天還是一樣奇怪
What’s make me anxious
是什麼讓我感到焦慮呢?
I could never find the answer
我可能永遠都找不到答案
I fuck things up sometimes
我有時會把事情搞砸
I cry sometimes
我有時會哭泣
Because I feel too much in my mind
因為我真的想得太多太多了
Never mind
沒關係
This time I will walk through inside
這次我就接納它吧