Sailor Boy

當時他與愛人相約一起到異國定居，相信離開人群就得到安寧、做自己的空間和愛，同時也在對方上不停索取愛和肯定，填內心那自定義的黑洞。

以愛之名，想逃去某處，但其實從來沒確認哪一處，亦無好好看待清楚過對方原貌——避世、男/女朋友，都只是逃避面對自己的無力感、身處的種種不滿。結局是對方被索取到不能承受，分手。

始終沒有任何一個人可以填滿自己，換對象都只是換演員演同一份劇本。而到頭來他只需要接受自己身處何地、自己是何人，「Sailing on the same old ground 在原地航行」，再由心生活「Keep Sailing from Your Heart」。

At that time, he made an appointment with his lover to settle in a foreign country. He believed that leaving the crowd would give him peace, space, and love for himself. At the same time, he kept asking for love and affirmation from the other person to fill the black hole in his heart.

In the name of love, he wanted to escape somewhere. Still, he had never confirmed which place, let alone ever seeing anyone for who they were. Escaping from the world, boyfriends/girlfriends are just distractions to avoid facing his own powerlessness and the situation he was in. The ending repeats: he was asking for more than the other one can bear. Break up.

No one person can ever fill himself up. Changing partners is just playing the same script with another actor. Until he accepts where and who he is, and to keep "Sailing on the same old ground" from his Heart.

I know a boy
who wanna sail a boat for life
in the sea of people
that you dun care
it’s a fearful way to love
to just pack every hope inside the boat
Someone please come love my Soul
Already
with the one that he loves and flees the world with

Go with the flow
as they’re told
Stick to the heart
and leave behind the lonely world
for the ocean

I sail for love
when everyone said they’re feeling something else
we get what we’re given
and I give it all to sail a boat again
with the one that I love and flee the world with

Go with the flow
as we’re told
Stick to the heart
and leave behind the messed-up world

But where should we go?
we should go now
to somewhere we belong to
it’s the worst lie
you never really love someone
your ego haunts me for life!

Go with the flow
To what end?
You love me so I love you
The Same Game with Different Players!

Sailing on the same old ground
Flee with what I’m fleeing all the time
Sailing on the same old ground
Collecting debts from each other

Keep Sailing, keep sailing
Sailing, keep sailing along
Keep sailing
from your heart