Find Someone Else

有一小陣子
我擁有了所有想要的
我擁有創作跟聽眾
還穿著你的睡衣遊蕩著

在台上顫抖的時候 你給予了勇氣
四目交會 時間靜止著
只剩你和我 在與世隔絕的避風港

但我再也不能看著你了
你用著故事開始前的眼神看著我
寫的送的情歌又有什麼用
那些詞終究還是把我送回十字路口

我該怎麼開口說 我需要你
我該怎麼開口說 我今晚願意跟你走
我該怎麼開口說 可以握緊我告訴我一切都會沒事的嗎？
在你要我另尋他人之後？

一陣子以後
我們在破爛的黑色沙發上喝醉了
你卻提起了那句經典的
「我們還是朋友吧 我是在乎你的」

我還記得你頭髮的觸感
你還記得我混雜尼古丁味的香氣嗎
黃金獵犬般的存在 但被牽著走的是我

我曾經想過學會所有和弦
好讓我能給你一個小小的獨有演出
在你的房間唱你的歌當作驚喜
但我的粉色牙刷是唯一留在那裡的東西了

我該怎麼開口說 我需要你
我該怎麼開口說 我今晚願意跟你走
我該怎麼開口說 可以握緊我告訴我一切都會沒事的嗎？
當你要我另尋他人之後
（別讓我另尋他人好嗎）
明明我真的需要你說
「握緊我 我會讓你知道一切都會沒事的」
但你卻要我另尋他人了

For a little while
I got everything I ever wanted
I got my music and my fans
And was walking around in your pjs
I had the courage you’ve given
When I was trembling myself on stage
Your eyes were locking into mine
Like an isolated haven just you and me
But I couldn’t even look at you now
When you’re looking at me like we used to be
So I guess love songs are overrated
‘Cause they got me nowhere but lost again
How am I supposed to say I need you
How am I supposed to say I’ll leave with you tonight
How am I supposed to say
"Can you take my hand and tell me everything’s gonna be alright"
When you tell me to find someone else
Just a while later
We were drunk on that shabby black sofa
That’s when you brought up that cliché
"We-are-friends-right, I-care-about-you" line
I could still feel your hair
Do you still scent my nicotine fragrance
A golden retriever, but I’m the one on the leash
I used to think of learning all the chords
So I’d surprise you with my one-man guitar show
Singing your song in your room one day
But I never saw my pink toothbrush again
How am I supposed to say I need you
How am I supposed to say I’ll leave with you tonight
How am I supposed to say
"Can you take my hand and tell me everything’s gonna be alright"
When you tell me to find someone else
(Don’t tell me to find someone else)
When I really want to hear you say
"I’ll take your hand and tell you everything’s gonna be alright"
But you tell me to find someone else