DELULU

我對愛情成癮
對藥物成癮
這樣才能在白天行屍走肉
在夜裡如嬰兒般沈睡
我迷失在他的雙眼裡
就為了在這世界裡迷失
所以我加入了活死人的行列
好讓自己能挺過烈火

我的群組通知快爆炸了
「妳哪來這樣的勇氣啊」
矮呀「妳這樣不會好起來的」
「你人生只有一次欸」
喔去他的老觀念
我幹嘛要放棄離開
(快跑!)

因為他們看不見我對她的印象
還停留在4月16日時他告白的紅色尼羅河上
你知道我擁有所有帶有偏見的理由
因為我就像個辯論自己研究的學術人士

我對愛情成癮
對藥物成癮
這樣才能在白天行屍走肉
在夜裡如嬰兒般沈睡
我迷失在他的雙眼裡
就為了在這世界裡迷失
所以我加入了活死人的行列
好讓自己能挺過烈火

我看見自己沈溺海底的樣子
我明明就沒想過要留下的
只是我以為他能讓我寫出情歌
我裝醉 裝著無辜
上著雜誌媒體
好似真的不在乎一樣
我發誓我真的不在乎

但我看見他帶回家的一個個女生
聽說她們也擅長音樂呢 嗯？
也許他親吻她們時 是在親吻我吧
也許這就是男孩子的過渡期吧

是過渡期吧？男生都是這樣的

(妳這樣不會好起來的)
(快跑!)
(我發誓)
(妳這樣不會好起來的)

我對愛情成癮
對藥物成癮
這樣才能在白天行屍走肉
在夜裡如嬰兒般沈睡
我迷失在他的雙眼裡
就為了在這世界裡迷失
所以我加入了活死人的行列
好讓自己能挺過烈火

(妳這樣不會好起來的)
(快跑!)
(我發誓)
(妳這樣不會好起來的)
(快跑!)

I was high on love
High on drugs
So I could be a zombie in the day and a baby in the night

I was lost in his eyes to get lost in this world
So I joined the army of the dead
Just to walk through all the fire

My group chat is blowing up
‘Now where you get that courage from?’
Oh-oh, ‘You’re not getting any better’

‘You only get to live once’
Oh fuck that cliché
‘Why should I give up and run’
RUN

‘Cause they couldn’t see my image of him
Is still staying in that red Nile April 16th
You know my every right to be biased
I’m a scholar who’s defending her piece of work

I was high on love
High on drugs
So I could be a zombie in the day and a baby in the night

I was lost in his eyes to get lost in this world
So I joined the army of the dead
Just to walk through all the fire

I saw myself drowning in the sea
I swear I didn’t plan on staying
I thought I would be writing love songs for him

I play drunk and innocent
Going on magazines
I know I really wouldn't care less, I swear

I saw the girls he took home, one after one
They’re good at music too, huh
I guess he’s kissing me when kissing them
But what if it’s just a phase?

It’s just a phrase right?
That’s what boys do

(You’re not getting any better)
(RUN)
(I swear)
(You’re not getting any better)

I was high on love
High on drugs
So I could be a zombie in the day and a baby in the night

I was lost in his eyes to get lost in this world
So I joined the army of the dead
Just to walk through all the fire

(You’re not getting any better)
(RUN)
(I swear)
(You’re not getting any better)
(RUN)