悲傷小馬尾 Sad Ponytail

從第一眼看到他的瞬間
我就知道我的下場了
他會是我的此生摯愛
但你有看過像我這樣悲傷的馬尾嗎
因為在經歷過那些事情之後
我知道我沒辦法再回到過去的純真
還是先預設好最糟的情況來省點眼淚
這就是生存意識吧

於是我開始踮腳走落
因為我不能再這麼愛一個人了
但我轉頭的時候
卻感受到他停留在我身上的目光
那是如此溫柔又驕傲
我從沒想過會待在他身邊這麼久的
但他像捧著受傷的小鳥一樣
寶貴地呵護著我
我能再靠近一點 再要求更多嗎？

他撿起了我的一片片心碎
好讓我不用這麼自我保護
但我從未帶他到我最喜歡的酒吧
希望還能留個後路

我知道這對他來說不公平
他值得那個幾年前勇敢愛的我
那個願意全盤付出的我
那我真的在試著付出了

但我還是在踮腳走落
因為我不能再這麼愛一個人了
但我轉頭的時候
卻感受到他停留在我身上的目光
那是如此溫柔又驕傲
我從沒想過會待在他身邊這麼久的
但他像捧著受傷的小鳥一樣
寶貴地呵護著我
我能再靠近一點 再要求更多嗎？
能再要求更多嗎？
我能再靠近一點 再要求更多嗎？

And I know it from the first time we met
That I’m going to be damned
He’s gonna be the death of me
But have you ever seen a ponytail so sad
‘Cause I know I’ll never get comfortable again
After where I’ve been
Assume the worst to save the tears
Survival instincts

I started walking around tiptoed
‘Cause I can’t love anyone that much anymore
But then I feel his eyes on me
When I look away
Gentle, proud and soft
And I wasn’t here to stay
But he held me in the palm of his hands
Like a damaged little bird
Can I get a little closer
Want a little bit more of it

He’s picking up the pieces from my heartbreaks
So I wouldn’t be so heartless
But I kept my favourite pubs from him
Just in case
I know it isn’t fair to him
He deserves who I was from years ago
Who could give it all in
I tried to give it all in

But I’m walking around tiptoed
‘Cause I can’t love anyone that much anymore
But then I feel his eyes on me
When I look away
They are gentle, proud and soft
And I wasn’t here to stay
But he held me in the palm of his hands
Like a damaged little bird
Can I get a little closer
Want a little bit more of it
Want a little bit more of it
Can I get a little closer
Want a little bit more of it