it's-Christmas-but-not-the-merry-one

編曲arrangment: yifeitang
混音mixing\母帶mastering\詞lyrics: me

我第一次嘗試寫歌拉，現在發關於聖誕節的歌會不會太晚，本來是計畫在12月初發的，沒想到課業突然暴增，搞得我眼睛都像功夫熊貓，於是這首歌也是抽空出來寫的，就當作練習吧，我已經開始在想要怎麼拍一個簡單有創意的MV了，如果有人聽到這首歌的話，有任何想法或是幫我想mv內容也可以，打屁也行，我渴望人類。

Verse:

Everything’s so different
compare to last Christmas
Even though Jingle bells chime, the stars above are shine
My heart could only be expressed by the cold outside
There’s no place I can hide my eyes
what blur m sight, I can't even recognize
can't hold any longer fore m disguise
hoping snow could cover my eyes, then
I see couple
dancing in the snow,
Flushed blush over their nose
Kissing under mistletoe
I sit inside and alone
no choice but to be a guest role
I thought we could make it
I bought a ring and thought you would take it, love
realize that
falling in love needs two people making it
but it only takes one person to break it

Hook:

Oh, It’s Christmas,
but not the merry one
it’s Christmas, but I’m the only one
the one who still hiding in my duvet
the one can't make everything perfect
Christmas but I'm still stuck in blue
I can’t stop thinking over u
the most wonderful time of the year
without u here, it's just not clear
How salty, my tears tasted
Is how bitter, my heart says
If only u were in my shoes
Oh darling, please tell me
Ur happier, than with me
So, I could finally move on too

Bridge:

I miss you more, with each passing day
But I know we’re better off in our separate ways,
We both try to move on and find some peace
Maybe next year will find some joy and ease
So, promise me, girl, there’s no need to be cynical
U were already my miracle
compare only to yourself and you be in ur Pinnacle
These Come from within ain’t trying to be Political, critical
Wow, I hope u stay strong and true
After the hardest shits, you have been through
Our memories are worthy to linger on
But it’s not about the time to figure on
Don’t say, that u hate me
What I’ve done, is so unforgiving
It’s okay, girl, u can leave me
I can take this toll on my own and living