常常面對言語上別人對自己的不肯定,或是類似言語上的霸凌。小至隨口說說,大至散撥謠言。如果自己也被假的事情說服了開始懷疑自己,就變得失去對自己的肯定,每個人回到房間後面對的都是四面牆跟冷冰冰的人造家具,如果你的挫折跟自我懷疑找不到出口,很容易就會想要放棄自己。
我有時也會懷疑自己。寫這首歌的時候,我希望可以提醒自己不要因為不曾存在的「別人口中的你」,而放棄自己的靈魂,最後傷害了相信你的人。
「多麼希望有能力可以救那個失落的你,但我的能力卻微不足道。」這是我心裡的感覺,對你也對自己說要堅強的活下來。
I hear the voice
我聽見了
say it alone, and yes, nobody listenling
就對自己說吧,沒錯,不會有人要聽的
dont have to try to make anybody feeling fine
不需要再刻意讓別人感到愉悅
talk it out loud, you dont need to pretend
就大聲說出來吧,你不需要假裝的
that you are an angle anyway
不需要假裝你是天使
when people point out you are wrong
當人們指責你的那些不是
do you really?do you really think nothings going right?
你真的真的覺得你錯了嗎
come out and walk around
出來走走看看吧
can you feel it? can you feel that you are breathing?
你感受到了嗎?你仍在呼吸著呢
i hear the voice in my head
我總算聽見那個聲音了
i wont fall, with my soul i will stand here so tall
我不會挫敗的,我的靈魂支撐著我勇敢站在這
i see a fighter in the mirror
我看見那個勇敢的我
i wont fall, with my soul, i will stay in who i really am.
我不會挫敗的,我的靈魂讓我懂得我是誰
tried it again, i've never let go
再試試看吧,我從未放手
but u keep hitting on my wall
你卻從未停止攻擊
closed my door, i was wondering
我想就這樣一個人,好好地思考這一切
why, should I have to accept them all
是為什麼。難道我應該茫然接受嗎
when people point out i m so wrong
當人們指責我的那些不是
i dont really, i dont really think nothings goin right
我真的真的認為我沒有犯錯
come out and walk around
出去走走看看吧
i can feel it, i can feel that im still breathing
我感受到了,我仍在呼吸著呢
i hear the voice in my head
我總算聽見那個聲音了
i wont fall, with my soul i will stand here so tall
我不會挫敗的,我的靈魂支撐著我勇敢站在這
i see a fighter in the mirror
我看見那個勇敢的我
i wont fall, with my soul, i will stay in who i really am.
我不會挫敗的,我的靈魂讓我懂得我是誰
cause you cannt tell what is true,
你無法分辨是非
you dont know who is fool,
你不懂愚蠢的是誰
you just hearing me from somebody, that you never knew...
你只是從一個素未謀面的人那兒聽見了我的一切
and i feel so sorry for you...
我認真覺得你非常可憐
i hear the voice in my head
我總算聽見那個聲音了
i wont fall, with my soul i will stand here so tall
我不會挫敗的,我的靈魂支撐著我勇敢站在這
i see a fighter in the mirror
我看見那個勇敢的我
i wont fall, with my soul, i will stay in who i really am.
我不會挫敗的,我的靈魂讓我懂得我是誰