深夜的爭吵、溢出的未接來電、在爭執過後,我們總是一邊意識到自己搞砸了,一邊繼續任情緒散落一地,邊喘邊收拾。
人聲由遠而近,對話過程歪歪酸酸的音色從頭到尾襯在一旁,在表面與內心的糾結之間來回橫跳。歌曲的前半像是在辯解,後半卻成了告解。先是八成抗辯、兩成道歉地傳訊息說「我不知道自己剛才在講什麼啦」,再前進到七成道歉、三成反省:怪東怪西,怪天氣怪水逆,然後停頓深吸一口氣,幽幽吐出一句「如果這已經是最好版本的我呢」。
作為一個雙子,Everydaze 其實不那麼相信星座,但雙子的兩面性,流動若水,卻有許多他喜歡(也認可)的特質:沒有人生來邪惡,但在感情裡狡猾是可能的。只是,也可能會在一瞬間,坦露出一閃即逝的誠實。
Content Writer 文案撰寫|因奉 Infong
Written by 詞曲|王宥盛 Yoshen Wang
Produced by 製作|Everydaze & 鍾濰宇Yu
Arranged by 編曲|Everydaze
Vocal Production 配唱製作| Everydaze & 王若琳 Joanna Wang
Electric Guitar 電吉他|Everydaze
Electric Bass 貝斯|程杰 Jay Cheng
Drums 爵士鼓|紀冠宇 Kuan
Drum Technician 鼓技師|莊開旭 Cash Chuang
Drum Recording Engineer 鼓錄音師|王昱辰 YuChain Wang
Drum Recording Studio 鼓錄音室|MoriSound Studio
Vocal & Electric Guitar Recording Engineer 人聲 & 吉他錄音師|沈冠霖 SHENB@PurringSound
Vocal & Electric Guitar Recording Studio 人聲 & 吉他錄音室|BB Road Studio
Mixing Engineer 混音工程師|黃文萱 Ziya Huang
Mixing Studio 混音錄音室|Purring Sound Studio
half of the time I don’t know what I’ve said
won’t you forgive me
half of my mind just went on rambling
won’t you say something?
girl I fucked up,
I was never good enough
puh please don’t hang up
oh baby don’t give up on me
tell me what I'm suppose to do now
all of ur shit still in my house
3:30 in the morning, 30 miss calls
sorry for the way I acted out
but don’t ever treat me like no dog
nobody’s evil by design
you’re just in love with a gemini
bitch I could be real mean
but who’d wanna to make a scene
I'm just trying to make you see
this might be all that I can be
oh do you still want me
you should know that I’m sorry
half of the time I don’t know what I’ve said
won’t you forgive me
half of my mind just went on rambling
won’t you say something
girl I fucked up,
I was never good enough
puh please don’t hang up
oh baby don’t give up on me
girl I fucked up
(I fucked up, I fucked up)
puh please don’t hang up
(don’t hang up, don’t give up)
it’s mercury in retrograde
damn traffic jam, I’m late again
the fucking rain ruined my day
it’s always something that you said
I think about the hate I spit
I'd see the patterns forming in...
it’s always something that you said
it’s always something I can blame
mercury retrograde
I’m running late again
it’s something that you said
it’s something I can blame
mercury retrograde
I’m fucking up again
it’s something that you said
it’s something I can blame