Butterfly Dagger - PTSD (feat. Scriptvre)

I got mental sickness, it's called 【PTSD】

(Cyclical
Reruns in my brain
Could bag a Golden Globe
Chemicals
Bonded to my pain
And there's no antidote x2)

aye, I cannot cross mental barricade
trapped in the memories, sickness ambuscade
眼看一切 我以為結束
刻骨銘心感覺, I feel worried, against the voices in my head

帶刺追憶 這靈魂在發臭
I don't feel so well, 我不知怎開口
我是否快要死 感覺每日面對槍口
popping sleeping pills to till the day, sleep in graves
It's killing me, It's killing me

how can I move away?
how can I move away?

Shadows of past, haunting every emotions
Chains of psyche, every single night
heal by myself, through turn the light off
the liberation of our soul

oh~~ 自刎聲音令我找到希望
yeah, 恐懼令我陷入麻痺感覺

Scriptvre:
(Switchblade
slide across my wrist
numb my thought train
Cocaine
coursing through my veins
got my mind in chains
Bet
Smoke a pack of Reds
Dead straight
Back-to-back tests from life
Since I turned 8

Bullet through the brain, but metaphorical
I believe in God and his business pharmaceutical
Critical hits
My expenses astronomical
Runnin’ out of faith
Suicidal but conditional)

I cannot say anything, (everything's abandoning)
Memories hit me (deepest headache)
anxiety, critically, trapped by memories
Fucking disorder, kill me from inside

快把我處死
讓我遠離
How can I move away?
How can I move away?

Shadows of past, haunting every emotion (Shadows of past)
Chains of psyche, every (single night)
heal by myself, through turn the light off
(the liberation of my soul)

(I feel the voices getting louder on the quiet nights
No escape
Locked into this fate
Like a parasite
Yea everyday I think of suicide
End this life
Trauma trauma go away
Please don't follow me to paradise)

oh~~ 自刎聲音令我找到希望
yeah, 恐懼令我陷入麻痺感覺