EVERY DAY

I got so many friends
that I don’t even call

They drift into the haze
Like paintings on a wall

They cared for a while
then dropped me from the count

I’m tryna grow some roots but
my mind is on the loose

Sometimes I miss the tiny part of me that's stuck in LA.
The things I meant but couldn’t say are slowly drifting away
I hate myself sometimes I’m haunted by the word that I say
I said made it out, but part of me’s still breaking away

Everyday baby, I will find you
Everyday baby, I will find you

This city’s not my home
I ghosted every voice

I fake a little smile
But I don’t feel the joy

Oh I can’t find myself
My dreams all self-destroy

I never had a choice
I’m still stuck behind the noise

Sometimes I miss the tiny part of me that's stuck in LA.
The things I meant but couldn’t say are slowly drifting away
I know I’m kinda lost, but part of me’s still begging to stay
I hate myself sometimes so tell me why I’m feeling this way

Everyday baby, I will find you
Everyday baby, I will find you