Back and forth and never quite knowing how to feel, "Pendulum" is such the exploration of what the heart wants. Truth is, it's ironic and vexing even to ourselves; wanting to embrace freedom and uncertainty, all the while desperately searching for something to steady us. If only we could stop ourselves from moving from one extreme to the other, maybe we wouldn't feel so out of touch with what it means to be loved.
Pendulum
詞曲:范安婷
once it starts, it’s hard to shake it off
when it stops, you know it’s reached the top
kitten heels and black mascara, i'll say i've never cared about it
i'll slip it on and trip, it runs wild, i'm working overtime around it
and i can shut out, the doubts and the letdowns
but i can't keep from turning 'round
and i can't keep up, if love is to hurt you
as i'm giving my heart out
i need something, to rein me in, so that pendulum, can stop its swinging
i see your eyes they give you away, i wish you'd tell me more about it
you say yes but do things your way, someday i might just get around it
and i can shut out, the doubts and the letdowns
but i can't keep from turning 'round
and i can't keep up, if love is to hate you, as i'm giving out my heart out
i need something, to rein me in, so that pendulum
this is where i cried before, this is where i get to the end
this is where i flip the score, this is where i'll walk again
this is where you crush my heart, so i can help me break it in
this is where i break it in
and i can shut out, the doubts and the letdowns
but i can't keep from turning 'round
and i can't keep up, if love is to love you, as i'm giving out my heart out
i need something, to rein me in, so that pendulum, can stop its swinging
can stop its swinging