Still Not Perfect Enough

詞Lyricist｜陳昀希 Celine Chen、葉駿辰 Eric Leaf
曲Composer｜陳昀希 Celine Chen
製作人Producer｜葉駿辰 Eric Leaf、陳昀希 Celine Chen
編曲Arranger｜ 葉駿辰 Eric Leaf
長笛 Flute｜陳昀希 Celine Chen
木吉他Acoustic Guitar｜張子祈 Tzu-chi Chang
和聲演唱Backing Vocal｜陳昀希 Celine Chen
和聲編寫Backing Vocal Arranger｜葉駿辰 Eric Leaf、陳昀希 Celine Chen
製作行政Production Administrator｜陳昀希 Celine Chen
混音工程師Mixing Engineer｜葉駿辰 Eric Leaf、葉俋廷 yyt

細數 過往曾犯的錯
承受 褪不去的內疚
惶恐 逐漸失去的自我
匆匆 青春失魂落魄

曾經
我強迫自己拼盡全力 害怕被瞧不起
最終熱情 消耗殆盡
像條快斷的橡皮筋

而今
我理解這世上就是存在著沒有來由的惡意
那麼努力 證明自己
但他們根本不在意

I know that
I’m still not perfect enough 
I’m still too fragile to fight depression 
My best friend is anxiety 
No one says anything to me
I stay up all night figuring out who I am 
And accept that I'm just a normal girl

曾幾
我發現墮落的劣根性 已深植於個性
遭人遺棄 眾叛親離
都是我應得的報應

I know that
I’m still not perfect enough 
I’m still too fragile to fight depression 
My best friend is anxiety 
No one says anything to me
I stay up all night figuring out who I am 
And accept that I'm just a normal girl

我比你想的還懦弱
遠比你想的還脆弱
我會反覆咀嚼著錯直到精神耗弱
I will lie if I don’t wanna be confined
I will cry if I screw up big time 

I’m still not perfect enough 
I’m still too fragile to fight depression 
My best friend is anxiety 
No one says anything to me
I stay up all night figuring out who I am 
A real girl isn’t perfect 
A real girl isn’t perfect 
A real girl isn’t perfect and the perfect girl isn’t real