version of you

Written by Myrcella

I wish I take back the words I said before,
but now it seems too complicated.
The version of you I knew from the start.
For some reason just no longer exists.

The grief may not fully end, but I want to blot it out.
As time goes by, it feels more like the fear I’ve never had.
Sometimes I still wonder if you have us on your mind.
Or it is just me flooded by those memories we used to have up all night.

Suddenly I forget where I came from.
Imagination exists in myself.
Guess you’re a bad decision I made.
Your words remind me where I stand by.

I wish I take back the words I said before,
but now it seems too complicated.
The version of you I knew from the start.
For some reason just no longer exists.

The grief may not fully end, but I want to blot it out.
As time goes by, it feels more like the fear I’ve never had.
Sometimes I still wonder if you have us on your mind.
Or it is just me flooded by those memories we used to have up all night.

Suddenly I forget where I came from.
Imagination exists in myself.
Guess you’re a bad decision I made.
Your words remind me where I stand by.
It’s been the worst day of my life.
But you glide through it with no reply.
Friday I’d rather stay inside.
I need this bond to get untied.