How Can I Not Love

​孤獨而病態的 Dark Circus Pop 之作。
​如果愛是一場完美的操縱，你還能保持清醒嗎？

當致命的吸引力超越了疼痛與自由，這份最深沉的癡狂與悲劇美學，便將愛化作了一場無處可逃的華麗禁錮。

​新曲《How Can I Not Love》延續了暗黑哥特與馬戲團的視聽想像，描繪極致且危險的情感關係中那份身不由己的殘酷自我獻祭。

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Empty room echoing desolate kindness
A professional mask upon my face
In that cell, we were trapped
Your heavy rhythm played inside my brain
I held the charts, my fingers shook
Your fractured spirit, what I undertook
A broken soul, a desperate hope
A strange recovery... I was a joke

Colored the coat that held you bound
Where true devotion could be found
Hair alight with brazen bold
A story only madness could unfold
This play of cure, it sealed your fate
For me, you'd stand outside the gate
Of reason's province, and beg the dark
To leave my imprint, leave my mark

Under the spotlight, a twisted play
A gorgeous tragedy to light the way
I'm the poison, you drink it deep
Lost in the madness, secrets I keep
This toxicant love, a dizzying ride
Muddling through forward, nowhere to hide
I left my scars, you wear them true
In this wild kingdom, me and you

I thought I broke the chains to finally be free
But am I wearing a new mask just to fit your decree?

Love? Of course! You’re mine, body and soul
Even when I push you away, I control the whole
I felt your real face beneath the lies
Or is it just my own reflection in your hollow eyes?
I love your blind obedience, your reckless grace
You put me first in this twisted, burning place
So how could I not love the chaos you bring?
You are my favorite toy, my favorite thing!
Under the spotlight, a twisted play
A gorgeous tragedy to light the way
You are the poison, you drink it deep
Lost in the madness, secrets I keep
This toxicant love, a dizzying ride
Muddling through forward, nowhere to hide
You left your scars, I wear them true
In this wild kingdom, me and you
You are my harlequin, bound and true
Who can I spot the lines I drew?
An ending only known to few
In madness found, forever new
Are these walls real?
Or is it just you?
Or is it just me?