Dracula's Beloved

「如果痛苦可以轉移，我願以靈魂永世沉淪，換你一夜安眠。」

是我當初的愚昧與選擇，親手將光明掐熄，把你推入了這場永無止境的孤獨虐戀。看著你背負著不公平的詛咒、化身怪物在黑暗中嚎叫，每一滴淌出的鮮血、每一次因為思念而產生的痛苦，都是凌遲我靈魂的刑罰。

如果神明要降下審判，就請將所有的天譴與業火加諸於我身上吧。只要能換你卸下沉重的悲傷、在我的懷裡安然入睡，一切的罪與罰，我都甘之如飴。

​── 獻給德古拉,我的摯愛。

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The stone saints above have faded from the light,
I knelt at the altar, praying through the night.
Then came the poison lie, severing my sight,
Piercing my heart with devastating might.
Oh Lord, why did I not stay within your sight?
Below the high battlements,
The dark stream glimmers bright,
I plunged into the silent deep,
Embracing endless night.

Centuries passed like a cruel joke made of stone,
Look what fate's cruel trick has done to you, my own!
Oh God! The fault was mine!
Into the dark was I thrown!
If punishment was due,
Why strike him from his throne?
Why let Your faithful fall into the treacherous zone?
Was this Your trial, or Satan’s deadly tone?
You watched us bleed and left my faith overthrown.
Our love so deep, no centuries could dethrone or disown.
Oh Lord, why left I him in solitude to groan?
If I had stayed to cradle your cold remains of bone,
You would not have walked the bitter centuries alone.

Yet I regret no descent into the dark,
Nor the defiance of His light.
My only agony was leaving you alone in this eternal night.
For me, you cast away the light of high heaven
Tearing your soul for a love forever proven.
If blood and black roses are the words we declare,
Then take my throat for your cold kiss to share.
In this dark world where God turns his rod,
You remain my devotion, my only true God.

I know the blood upon your hands, the weight of your pain,
The world decries you as a monster, driving you insane.
Yet in my eyes, you are the warrior weeping in rain,
A lonely soul howling across the midnight plain.
If loving you is a sin, I’ll fall with you again,
I wish I could have borne your centuries of pain,
I wish I could take the curse into my every vein.

Through the mist of forgotten centuries,
These tears of mine.
Did Heaven punish those treacherous men who sowed the lie?
Or did God simply turn His gaze away as we burned?
We ask no mercy from heaven,
Nor grace from the divine.
When the wooden stake pierces through,
When the dawn breaks the final night,
Rest your tired head in my arms, and fall asleep at last...

Yet I regret no descent into the dark,
Nor the defiance of His light.
My only agony was leaving you alone in this eternal night.
For me, you cast away the light of high heaven,
Tearing your soul for a love forever proven.
If blood and black roses are the words we declare,
Then take my throat for your cold kiss to share.
In this dark world where God turns his rod,
You remain my devotion, my only true God.

Across the night, our souls entwine...
Death is but a shadowed sleep...
Time may wither, but our vow remains...
Even in the dark, you are my light...
Love never dies...
In the shadow of the cross,
I am yours,
forever and always.