Life Awaits - Blind Belief

"The canvas of daydream torn piece by piece, capsized in a blind belief."
选自Life Awaits第二张全长专辑《Fluorescents》

Don’t know if I am sober now
我不知自己是否清醒
Hopes high on the ceiling, my head on the ground
希望高悬于穹顶，头颅却坠于底梁
Cause I fell in too deep, the endless void inside of me
我已坠入深渊，内心被虚无所吞噬
Alone and stranded in the middle
独自搁浅于中央
I’m barely breathing
我难以喘息

A lonely speck, a broken wreck
伶仃的锈迹，破碎的残骸
Embraced the worst yet aspiring the best
怀拥最劣却渴望那至高
I’d climb down with all that’s left
我只得倾其所有全身而退
But you’re trapped inside my head
但你却被困拘于我的脑中

Like a match I’m burning out
这如同一场角逐，我即将燃烧殆尽
I’ve taken all the beating, just waiting for another round
全力以赴过后，只得候守下一轮的到来
Cause I fell in too deep, the lifeless voice inside of me
我已坠入深渊，奄奄的声息将我吞噬
The strangest face I’ve seen is in the mirror
我所见过最残腐的脸庞就在镜中
I’m barely holding on
我难以继续坚持

As memories fade, I’m rewarded with a chain
当记忆消逝，我得到了一条锁链
That conceals the thoughts, running through my brain
它隐盖我的思绪，贯穿我的大脑
It only pours when it rains
却只在下雨时倾盆而出

When everything comes undone, will I remember how I’ve even begun?
当一切悬而未决，我还能否记起一切的开端
I’m tired of always chasing
厌倦了无尽地追逐
My vision is slowly fading
我的视野逐渐变得混沌
The loneliness I felt was so real when you’re not around
当你不在我的身旁，孤寂之感愈发明晰

A lonely speck, a broken wreck
伶仃的锈迹，破碎的残骸
The hardest part is to forget
忘怀是最困难的一步
With the lights still on
灯火依旧照亮之时
It feels good to be fond by someone the promised me the dawn
我被那承诺于我黎明之人所慰籍
I thought I was free when you told me to flee
你叫我逃离之时，我想我已重获自由
Was too numb to taste the grief
我已麻木，难以感受不幸
The canvas of day dream torn piece by piece
描绘白日梦的画布被撕碎
Capsized in a blind belief
倾覆于那盲目的信仰之中

Time becomes the lake, like a mirror
光阴，成湖，如镜
Time becomes the lake, like a mirror
光阴，成湖，如镜

When everything comes undone, will I remember how I’ve even begun?
当一切悬而未决，我还能否记起一切的开端
I’m tired of always chasing
厌倦了无尽地追逐
My vision is slowly fading
我的视野逐渐变得混沌
The loneliness I felt was so real when you’re not around
当你不在我的身旁，孤寂之感愈发明晰